Disclaimer : This story is based on a real person some additional details and modification is added purposly. Some names, places and locations are fictional.
It was all quiet, just like any other winters...
The wind was swirling and dancing on it's own rythum,
the stars were shining bright, brighter then ever,
it was cold outside, but the room was warmer,
the window was open, the wind could easily pass by,
yet the room was cozy, warm not luxirouse but small with all the essential furniture, attached kitchen parted through a shelve, a table with two chairs, a bed, a coucth, few paitings on a wall and two cups of tea on table...
some painting material on the foor and a girl laying on the floor, mesy hairy, veiny hands, big eyes darker brown so deep that if someone could look into them might fall or get lost, staring the ceiling as something is lost up there and she has to find it...
the world that used to be too noisy for her was too quiet for her and the beep sound in her head as she is on the death bed or something inside her died....
or maybe she was about too, the knife in her hand, the pause breathing it was like the world stopped for her...
she was not moving maybe she was waiting for someone or maybe she was getting herself ready for the final breath...
the head that was used to be filled with multiple things is too quiet for her, the silent tears flowing through her rough skin as she is crying on her death or she has seen it...
she asked herself, "is this the end?" , "why do i have to went through this?", "why the world did this to me?"
all the questions running through her head, the time passes by....
as the hours past, the doorbell finally ring 'ding,ding....
but,
she did not move an inch, she knew that it is another cruel test for her
but,
deepdown a voice what if this time it is someone who will safe her, what if all the sadness end here....
the knock on the door become louder and louder a man shouting 'zuki....zuki...zuki hikari ....open the door, open it..
a man in crying voice zuki open it for God sake, open the door!!!
but whenever she thought of getting up all the cruelty, all her past ran through her mind resisting her not to open it ...
this time to finally lisen to her brain, to her innerself...
but
what made her like this?, what made her so cruel to herself?
she was the softest and the kindest one...
what made her this brutle, she was the one with the brightest smile even in the situations where everyone cried she was smiling, she was happy then what happend?....
this is a story of a girl "zuki hikari"....
A girl full of dream with the brightest smiles, then what made her like this!?