Then There Was Darkness. I like to call it the void. It eats at you slowly, it slowly gives you urges then it slowly makes you think of maddness. After that you have nightmares for what seems like an eternity but its only been 10 hours of restlessness sleep. Imagine the rest you want after a long day only to be comforted by demons. Things trying to kill you. Its a dream yes but what happens if you don't wake up. What happens if one day you stay asleep. That's how you know if you are alive. But then after the nightmares end. You are visited by angels who walk with you talk with you drink water and juice with you. They lay with you and you can tell them all your troubles only to be woken up by the sound of the alarm. Not a physical alarm. But Gods Alarm. You wake up from your dream. Then you feel sadness. The lingering sadness that comes from a dream of holyness. You wish to go back asleep. You wish to lay down in green forests with the angels. You wish to hear there laughter again. So you tell yourself tonight Maybe They Will Invite me again. To the dwelling. But then a night passes. A day turns into weeks. A week turns into a month. And you wonder what is reality. Its true we live in a state of constant surveillance by God. Constantly choosing threads of fate ourselves wondering if by gods given grace he will let us go to him when we die. They say the choir whispers in the wind. The birds will sing songs while you walk. Mother nature will bring much to holy ground. But what happens when You Become Cold. After the Nightmares, The Sweet Angelic Dreams. Then the Void Answers you. It calls. It says if you die today I will glady give you comfort. I will glady let you lay with the angels. I Will. It says. The Void. Now lets take off the mask and illusion of the true name of the void. Its called Hell. If you feel the urge of Suicide its Satan Talking. Now In The Holy Name Of Jesus Christ Of Nazareth Do Not Be Afraid Do Not Tremble Do Not Flinch. Satans True Name is Lucifer Morning Star. He is who we have a battle with daily. Jesus will walk with us all of our dwellings on earth. No matter the Circumstances Jesus Is By Our Side. If you Don't acknowledged Him. He still Grabs Ahold of you. He shakes your very core and says Child Do Not Fear I Will Take Care Of It. Now God comes in many forms. He will give you great tasks. They must be completed. Some of them are small tasks and they take little time. Then some tasks we don't understand and they take a life time. God Tells us Do Not Worry For He Makes A Way. Its Very Hard This Road of Life. But as we Grow as We Age. As We Get Scars as We Get Tribulations its okay to feel hurt. Its okay to cry. Its okay to feel neglected. Its okay to feel fear. Fear is a survival instinct it keeps us alert. Do you ever wonder when your on a walk through the town and you feel this uneasiness. It's normal to feel that way. Thats a Divine Touch. To know you must keep moving. You never know whats ahead of you until you are there. You never know what is going to happen a minute later until that minute and moment passes. God is a Watcher of our lives but he watches us individually. He picked us up when we are at our lowest. He gives us the push to say its okay Child, don't fret its going to be okay. The Lord is someone you can go to any time of the day. Any time of the night. He will be with us every single day of our lives. I love our Lord And Savior Jesus Christ because not because im more blessed or because I think about him often. I just know if I don't have Jesus Christ in my life I am Lost. Think of a world of darkness. There is no Light There. What do you do in a World Of Darkness? You wander and then you take a step not knowing if there is a cliff infront of you. What if you fall? Well Here is how I feel about my lord and savior I feel if I fall he will catch me. I feel If God says Don't Worry I Won't Worry. There is no point in worring in something that you cannot control your self. Thats Gods Realm. We are servants. We are sheep. But when the Lord Blesses Us We Can Be more than just Sheep. We have the power We have The Ability to Heard! We bring in our fellowship we Bring in Our Love for Our God and Scream it at the top of our lungs because he is the way. I have felt pain that a knife can cause. Spiritually you can be cut off from Christ. That is the most Dangerous Thing On This Earth To Be Cut off From The Lord. What happens when we forget our Savior? What happens when we don't understand the storm. What happens when we do this thinkinh this will happen and nothing goes right. Its because the lord Hasent opened that door yet. Yet is the key word. All Doors In Life Will Be Opened He Says. We Just Have to Ask. We Have To Put in The Time. We as People Need To Love Our Neighbor. We need to Protect The Childern. We Need to take Care of The Elderly. These are the most simple tasks the Lord asks of us. Money is not the most important thing no thats False Lies told to us by The Devil. Do you know if you have Land And Time You Can Grow Food For Your Family? Sure we do need to purchase some of the Necessary Supplies to create an abundance of food and water. But please know as Long as We Are One Church! One Group! One Body Of Christ! We Can And We We Will Over Come The Lies and Temptation Of The Devil.
