Like alwayes i was waiting for dinner and my dad to come home because when never it separately or i should say that there is not much food for everyone to eat separately when i heard door ring and mom yelling to open it as i was rushing to door i tripped and hit the floor for one second i thought I died , everything went black and the next thing i remember was my father sound , as he told me to get up and be a man .
My father always treated me like this despise that I am only 6 years old , it's like I'm from a knight family in middle age.
Next my mom comes out of kitchen and tells me " listen to your father",like alwayes my father has her complete support even when he makes mistake and loses our house and most of family savings.
I hate it , I hate everything.
Because of my father and granpa's dispute, we even cannot ask for help form him and it feels like we are going to starve to death .
As all of this runs in my head and the pain starts to take over me , my eyes become teary but i know if I cry my father will get angry and that's a pain in the ass because of his long lecture about man and manhood, but I could help it and tears runs down my face as I close my eyes and waiting for my father tells me to go to the room with him for the lecture to stars ،but unexpectedly I only heard a sigh and my father voice but a warm voice that said " I am sorry son , but its alright for today cry as much as you want" and starts to rub my head .
This is the first time I felt my pops warm touch, so all the feelings inside start to pour out and I cried for almost an hour .
After my mom washed my face with cold water ,my father calls me to go to his room , suddenly I felt like all the fresh and free feelings inside me left for ever , I looked at my mother for help but as always she avoid my look and runs away to kitchen.
I always feels mom wants to help me but she avoid me for some reason.
Well anyway I solemnly went to my father room.
As I entered the room ,I saw dad who is holding a book and looking at me like he is taste something very sour .
After waiting like that for few minutes and amazed at my father weird look , he calls me .
"Son forgive me as I never wanted to transfer this burden to you too, but it looks like we have no other choice " he bowes as he says that.
I don't know what is happening and it feels like my future self will understand it like mom and dad always says, so I ignore everything and just praying to this lecture finish as soon as possible because I am starving but my father's next words wash all the hopes away
" Son this time is very important to listin to everything I say and remember it for ever and its gonna take awhile so sit down"
And that's how it begins
A long and dreadful story of my ancestors and curse that my family carry for eternity.
A forbidden legend of human greed and curse of god .