Chapter 7 - Chapter may close

I know I am asking complete strangers. I am done for. Please help me out. My life is slipping away. I can only wait for my doom and burden. It was so wrong that stayed Istrong. If only were even stronger, I wouldn't be like this. Help me out please. Any form is ok for me. I have a YouTube channel. Please like, leave comments or share the videos. I need my novels to be sold please THIS IS A GENUINE REQUEST!! AM NOT LYING. REALLY HAVE NO HELP.