I stared at the journal, my own name scrawled in a corner of the page—so innocent, so trusting. A child who had no idea she'd live with this weight.
That man.
I could still feel his presence lingering, like smoke clinging to fabric long after the fire's gone. I didn't remember his name—God, why couldn't I remember his name?—but I remembered the way he looked at my mother. The hatred in his eyes. The finality.
My stomach twisted.
Had he come back? Had he tried again?
A sudden chill ran through me.
What if he never left?
What if everything—every shattered memory, every sleepless night—wasn't just trauma, but warning?
I pressed my palms to my face, forcing air into my lungs. My fingers were cold, damp with sweat. A sick feeling coiled deep in my belly. The room was silent, but it felt too quiet, like the air had stopped moving, like the house itself was holding its breath with me.
My mind spun.
Could it be that he had always been close? That he had watched, waited? Had he ever truly been gone—or had he just melted into the background, hidden in plain sight?
The thought gripped me, sank its claws into the fragile edge of my sanity.
I needed answers. Real ones.
I needed to know who he was.
What he wanted.
Why the memory of him burned so deeply when everything else was lost in fog.
I turned the journal pages slowly, hoping for more—more entries, more clues, anything to help me piece it all together. But the pages stared back at me, empty, their silence heavier than words. My breath hitched as I traced the ink of my younger self, wondering what else she had seen, what else she had buried to survive.
Because if that man was still out there—and something in my gut told me he was—then remembering wouldn't be enough.
I'd have to face him.
Not just for me.
But for her. For the mother who had shielded me with trembling hands, who had told me to hide even as her own voice broke with fear.
A surge of resolve sparked in my chest, tiny but fierce. I wouldn't run from the shadows anymore.
I would find the truth.
No matter what it cost me.