Chapter Twenty Five
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I was tired honestly, but my baby's funeral was today how did I lose the baby, I didn't know but according to the nurse he suffocated and later died few minutes of being removed from me.
I was very tired from t crying of I and my babies, Zachary Gomez was his name yeah I decided to name them with and initial Z what broke me the most was that he was the only one that took all my features.
We had to leave the hospital fast or else someone will leak that I gave birth there. I made the hospital staffs swear not to tell anyone that I gave birth there nor did they see me.
My house was far from town so it was easy to hide but it was very big and lonely. After that we burnt him and placed the ashes in a ceramic container with his name on it.
I decided it was time to change my name and that of Sandra's too. I was given the name Ivy Hall and Sandra, Frances Lopez. She and I dyed our hair red. My hair was quite a lot. I cut it short to my shoulders, below my waist was how long and thick my hair was I really missed the feel of Maxwell touch in my hair always detangling it from the stubborn knots they always formed.
My babies were growing pretty fast and Zhanarah's hair had really grown fast than I expected.
My children had become very chubby especially Zayn. Sandra had only dyed her hair and rather made it longer. My milk was really flowing now and they ate nothing but that.
Now that they were six months old, I had decided on trying other things. Through that I found out that they were allergic to olives so as their father, why was God so cruel sometimes. I divorced my husband and had relocated some where else and now he was making things more hard for me.
I wanted I and my children to live a life of freedom so we moved from were I was and went to the end of the the middle of the country.
I grabbed my babies bags each and filled it with two pieces of clothes, wipers, four diapers, milk bottles, two toys, bottles of water and a two small blanket, pink and blue.
I filled my bag with a lip gloss, a hand moisturiser, a comb, an air pods a Stanley cup and filled it with some juice and milk i just crave that a lot after giving birth and I felt that I made my breast fuller.
Talking of body I had really lost some weight I was already a medium sized person but pregnancy changes that and now I had developed more curves, boobs, butt and had increased in height a bit.
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I put them in their seats in the car and put my back on my seat. Sandra had went to USA back to her son. My babies were sleeping so it wasn't hard to put them in their seats without crying they where really cry babies and it made me stressed and tired all the times.
I sat in my car and drove to a KFC branch and ordered some chicken and chips then went to the park the children were already asleep so I just sat there sipped some juice and read a romance novel titled Her Lustful Revenge.
Note :The novel stated above is one of my fave please check it out, love you.
It was really hard cause they mostly slept through out the day and made my sleep at night very hard for me, I tried to sleep day time but there were things I had to do at that time like cooking cleaning, working on some files at work and others..
Sandra was a very caring person and cared for I and my children lot through out my pregnancy and after and even though the death of my Zachary. And I even bought a house and car for her and she was now working at my restaurant back home.
I sent the divorce papers to Maxwell the day after I left and his lawyers said he didn't want to sign it but after some months of protest I received a notification that he had signed it.
But I had doubts of it. I had been going to work and my babies were now with their nanny, I created a room for them in my company, I had made an achievement of being very successful in business and also some awards I had been competing with Maxwell's company and I wasn't sure he knew that I was the one nor that was my company.
Almost all of my employees had never seen my face I always passed through a different elevator to my car and vice versa and my babies room was in a room in my office it was sound proof so I could always have my piece of mind whilst doing my work with zero disturbances.
I ways made Aiden collect the award for whilst I sat home and watched the show. I also saw some highlights of Maxwell but I changed the channel before anything.
Five years later
"Mummy, Mummy save me please aahhh "Zhanarah screamed "The monster is going to eat you alive little Arah"No mummy please aaah"It's been five years now and my babies have really grown to become sweeties.
I had been staying alone and Sandra visited sometimes
She was even getting married so I decided to stay there and attend the wedding and come back afterwards.
Through my stay here I met Robin, he is a very good person and my kids love him a lot I met him as a client who wanted my restaurant to bake a cake decoration for his girlfriends birthday party.
And ever since then I and my kids have been friends with him Zhanarah was even the flower girl at his wedding and right now he was scaring my little baby away. "Don't scare my baby you monster, babies go get you bags and sit in the car okay" I said laughing
"Okay mummy"They hugged Aiden and kissed him good bye. I hugged and and his wife and bid them good bye.
Yes I was going back home Sandra was getting married and I had to go there with the children and also manage some couple of companies before coming back.
Zhanarah was very funny, whilst Zayn was a bit of his father he is a very cold person and straight forward with everything he is also a bookworm and doesn't like hunging out with others unlike Zhanarah who always attract people with her sweet attitude. Zayn was the "other twin", they used to say he was quiet but very smart and asked questions when necessary whilst my baby was nooooot .
I sat in my car and drove to the airport which took some hours I took my jet and sent them to their room Zayn was reading a book whilst Zhanarah was asking me lots of questions about her dad.
I have no idea how she even heard the word dad from. Ever since she came from school some years ago she'd talk about daddies all the time.
Even though sometimes it felt sad, I just couldn't tell them. Do they even have to know they have a dad. One that doesn't know of their existence. This is wayy to much for me to handle.
Godd!
"Mommy are we going to meet dad after we attend Mama Sandra's wedding and are we going to meet grandma and grandpa, are we going to go to the park with daddy, are we going to get are little baby sister are we, are we, are we, are we, are we,are we, are we, are we, are we, are we.
"Zhanarah" I yelled I was busy setting up the table whilst she was making things more difficult for me aaaa, "I'm sorry baby mommy didn't mean to shout at you it's just that as I said daddy is going to get lots and lots of toys from Disney land okay, after that he will come back l" I said and sighed
"I hope, you want to meet Uncle Aiden and the others right" I added "Mommy why are you lying I know very well that lying is a sin and any one who lies will get punished someday by God,right, then why are you lying ,you always say that and I'm very angry at you you have to get me my daddy or else I won't talk to you again"
She left to the room and I sighed "Don't sigh Maraian Little Arah never lies when she says I won't talk to you and she added the big word again" I set the table and put down the food I brought from the house and ate with Zayn alone since Zhanarah didn't want to come out.
I went to the bathroom to see her sleeping I picked her up and placed her on her bed. I went to my room and slept. Then alarm chimed an hour before we would land. I washed my faced and bathed and put on my clothes for the wedding we actually left late so we would have to reached there late.
I woke the kids up I bathed Zhanarah since Zayn says he's mature and can do some things by himself it just surprises me some times. Zhanarah ate before wearing her dress since I didn't want her to soil her dress with it.
"Mummy you know that I've forgiven you right and I didn't mean what I said right" She said playfully while I fed her "Yeah I know litlle Arah I really know okay I'm just hoping you enjoy being the flower girl"
We landed and the fresh feeling of being home after all these years hit me it hit me like an arrow being shot by an enemy the pain, the torture, the grief, the happiness, the warmth, the joy, the exciteness, it all came to her like the wind that seemed to find likeness to something.
She breathed in and out trying to shove them back and not want to remember them. She had moved on, she wasn't the Maraian Isabella Packard they all knew, but now Ivy Hall.
They road was quite a long onw and we reached the church right on to time for the wedding to start. I thought we were very late but it turned we just got there on time. My little Arah went to stand beside some other cute ones and they sprinkled flowers on the way for the bride to come.
The wedding went well and I even shed tears when they said their vows. The vows meant nothing when he wants to cheat he will definitely do it. I know we didn't have a proper marriage but at least a little bit of loyalty would not hurt right.
It means nothing to them nor do they care about their spouses feelings. Why am I evem saying this not all men are the same right. (°¬°)
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