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The silence that followed Renesmee's gift was heavier than any sound. It was a palpable weight, pressing down on us, filling the spaces between our breaths. It was thick with unspoken thoughts, with the raw, unfiltered truth of a bond I had known before I'd even known what light was. Every eye was on Bella in the charged silence of the room. The surrounding tension manifested as a physical thing; it was in the rigid set of my mother's shoulders as she held me, the worried, wood-smoke scent of my father standing just behind her, a silent, solid mountain of support. The low, anxious thrum I felt from Leah, who stood frozen next to Dad's broad frame. Her lupine stillness was a mirror to the vampiric composure of the others, yet hers felt brittle, ready to shatter.
Bella slowly lowered Renesmee to her hip, her gaze momentarily distant, as if she were viewing the scene from a great height. The chaotic storm in her crimson eyes had finally calmed, leaving behind a deep, clear sea of pain and understanding. Her focus shifted, moving past her daughter, past Edward, whose face was a mask of careful neutrality, until it landed squarely on my mother, on Rosalie.
Her voice, when she finally spoke again, was quiet and devoid of any harshness we had expected it to hold. It was a fragile thing, yet it carried the immense weight of raw, weary sincerity that filled the entire cavernous space.
"Rosalie, you've been hoping and waiting for a baby for a long, long time."
It wasn't an accusation. It wasn't a demand. It was a simple, profound acknowledgment. Yet my mother flinched as if she had been slapped. Mom's arms tightened around me, an almost imperceptible motion, as if bracing for an attack that never came. I could feel the sharp, sudden spike of her ancient grief, a pain so profound it was almost a physical blow, even to me.
Bella's gaze softened as she looked back at me, a flicker of pain still in her eyes, but a powerful, resolute acceptance overshadowed it. "She has chosen you," she said, her voice growing stronger now, infused with a certainty that left no room for argument. "I can see that now."
And with that statement, the dam broke. It wasn't Bella's soft expression or the quiet of the room. No, it was the feeling that washed over me from my mom. The rigid, thorny wall of fear and possessiveness, a fear I instinctively mirrored, didn't just lower—it crumbled away into fine dust. A wave of bone-deep relief and weary peace flowed from Mom into me, a torrent of emotion so pure and overwhelming it made me gasp. With that, the last of my own terror melted away, leaving me feeling warm, safe, and utterly loved.
Bella saw the change immediately, her gaze moving back toward Mom, a silent promise passing between them before she spoke again. "Phoebe, darling, I will not be the one to break up the family you have begun to build with Rosalie and Emmett. They are my brother and sister and your parents, and that will never change," she said softly, her words a vow of conviction. "It just means you will have more protectors by your side, much like Renesmee will have." Her eyes flickered to her daughter, a look of fierce, maternal love passing between them before returning to me.
A flash of pixie-like energy broke the intense emotional spell…Aunt Alice, ever the joyful heart of the family, beamed, clapping her hands together once with a sound like wind chimes. "So true, you two will have a whole team of aunts and uncles, little warriors!" she declared with a playful wink. "And, I for one, take my job very seriously. Think of all the shopping trips!"
Feeling warm, secure, and surrounded by this strange, complicated, but undeniably loving family, I let out a happy, relieved giggle; the tiny sound echoed in the quiet room, breaking the last of the tension like a sunbeam through storm clouds.
Leah let out a long breath; she seemed to have been holding for an eternity. A small, wry smile touched her lips as she finally moved from her post beside my dad, her steps relaxed for the first time since Bella had returned. The knotted muscles in her shoulders visibly uncoiled.
"Alright, my turn," she said, her voice laced with a fond exasperation that was aimed at all the dramatic adults in the room. "You have all had enough emotional drama for one day."
My mom smiled—a true, gentle smile that lit up the room and reached the golden depths of her eyes—as she looked down at me. Seeing the exhaustion that was beginning to droop my eyelids, she leaned down, giving me a gentle kiss before handing me over to my imprint. The transfer was fluid, practiced, a silent acknowledgment of the bond Leah and I shared.
"Your dad and I will need to go out for a quick hunt, my little warrior," she murmured as she moved a stray lock of hair out of my eyes. "Spend some time with your Leah, but we will be back in a few hours."
Dad lightly grazed my sides in comfort, a silent promise of his own. At the same time, Mom gave me one final kiss on the cheek before turning a warning gaze towards Leah—a gaze that said, Protect her with your life, wolf, and don't do anything funny—before both Mom and Dad ran out and into the woods to hunt and decompress after this highly emotional morning. They vanished into the twilight of the forest with supernatural speed, leaving only the whisper of displaced air behind them.
With a contented sigh, Leah settled onto the large couch, cradling me on her lap. I immediately snuggled in, my head finding the warm, solid space just over her heart. The steady, rhythmic thump of her heartbeat was a grounding counterpoint to the silent stillness of the vampires. The world of cool, marble-like immortals faded into the background, replaced by the comforting, grounding warmth of my wolf. Her scent—damp earth, pine, and something uniquely Leah—was one of the most comforting things in the world. My fingers found the metal tab of her hoodie's zipper, and I began to idly flick it back and forth, the repetitive motion creating a soothing rhythm. Leah didn't say anything; she simply rested her chin on the top of my head, her hand rubbing slow, lazy circles on my back, her presence a shield against the world.
The rest of the family moved to do their own things, the fragile peace settling over them like a soft blanket. Bella moved to the window, holding Renesmee and spending some quiet time with her daughter, whispering things only they could hear. Edward and Carlisle wandered off to speak about our growth speed, their voices a low, serious murmur from Carlisle's study. Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper ran out to the woods, most likely to hunt as well, though with Alice, it was probably also a race. Grandma Esme went off to cook some lunch for the wolves that had wiggled their way into the Cullen Family. The comforting sounds and smells from the kitchen are a testament to her nurturing heart. Finally, Jacob joined Seth for a short power nap on the oversized beanbag chair; their snores soon rumbling in tandem.
The tension was finally gone, replaced with a fragile yet hopeful peace. For the first time, it didn't feel like I was some secret to be protected or a conflict to be solved. I was just Phoebe, held by my Leah, surrounded by my strange, complicated, and loving family. And this was more than enough for now.
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Meanwhile, far to the north, in their vast home nestled amidst the snowy peaks of Denali, Alaska, the sisters were seeking their own kind of solace.
The blizzard had settled into a gentle, persistent fall, transforming the Denali landscape into a pristine, hushed canvas of white. Inside, the grand living area was a sanctuary of warmth and soft light. A fire crackled merrily in the massive stone hearth, casting dancing shadows on the high, timbered ceilings. Irina, Kate, and Tanya draped themselves across plush, oversized armchairs and sofas, each nursing a mug of something dark and steaming – a rich, spiced concoction that mimicked their preferred sustenance.
"Honestly, Irina, you always hog the biggest blanket," Kate teased, playfully tugging at a corner of the thick, faux-fur throw Irina had claimed. "It's like you think your artistic sensibilities require extra insulation."
Irina, a faint smile playing on her lips, merely tightened her grip. "A true artist needs proper comfort for contemplation, dear sister. Besides," she sniffed, feigning indignation, "you two always manage to get the prime spots by the fire anyway."
Tanya chuckled, her golden eyes reflecting the firelight. "It's called strategic placement, darling. And a bit of early bird advantage." She leaned back, a comfortable sigh escaping her lips. "This is exactly what we needed. A day away from… everything."
The "everything" hung in the air, unspoken but understood. The tension with the Cullens, the festering wound of Laurent's death, and Irina's stubborn refusal to fully let go of her blame.
"Still," Irina murmured, her gaze drifting to the window where fat snowflakes drifted past. "It's hard to forget some things. Some injustices." Her voice, though softer than usual, still held a brittle edge. "Laurent… he didn't deserve to die by those animals." The word "animals" was laced with contempt, clearly aimed at the wolves. "And Bella, luring him in…"
Kate sighed gently, reaching out to place a comforting hand on Irina's arm. "Irina, let's be truthful with ourselves. Laurent was on a mission for Victoria. He was hunting. He stumbled upon Bella, yes, but he intended to kill her. He wasn't some innocent passerby."
"Exactly," Tanya chimed in, her tone even and rational. "He was in Forks, Bella's territory, on Victoria's scent. He made the choice to attack Bella, knowing there were shifters protecting her. He chose to escalate the situation. The wolves were protecting their own and Bella from a direct threat. He put himself in that position."
Irina flinched, pulling her arm back slightly. "But the Cullens! They should have been there! They should have protected him from those… those brutes!" Her voice rose, but the usual fury behind it seemed diluted, a flicker of doubt in her eyes. "They abandoned Forks, leaving Bella vulnerable and Laurent to his fate!"
"And how could they?" Kate pressed gently. "They were gone, doing their own hunting, their own family matters. They weren't aware of Laurent's presence, or Victoria's, until after the fact. Blaming them for not being there is like blaming the sun for setting when you trip in the dark. Laurent went into that situation with full intent to kill, and he encountered the consequence of his actions."
Tanya leaned forward, her voice soft but firm. "Look, we miss him too, Irina. But clinging to this anger, this blame, on Bella, on the wolves, on the Cullens… It's hurting you more than it's hurting anyone else. Laurent made his bed, and he lay in it. And the Cullens… they are family, Irina. They are our closest ties outside of us. Pushing them away only makes us all weaker."
Irina stared into the fire, her shoulders slumping just a fraction. A long silence stretched between them, punctuated only by the crackle of the flames and the whisper of the falling snow. Finally, she let out a shaky breath. "Perhaps… perhaps you're right. About Laurent. He was… reckless. And yes, he was going to kill her." It was a grudging admission, a monumental shift for her. The anger didn't vanish entirely, but its sharp edges had begun to dull.
Kate's eyes lit up. "And about the Cullens? Don't you miss them? Don't you miss Forks, the rare times we visit?" Her tone was light, almost hopeful. "Maybe… maybe it's time for a visit? A peace offering, so to speak. To show them… to show us… that family truly comes first."
Irina looked from Kate to Tanya, a complex mix of emotions swirling in her golden eyes – stubbornness, lingering pain, and a nascent longing. The idea, once unthinkable, now seemed to shimmer with a fragile possibility.
"Forks…" Irina whispered, the word tasting strange on her tongue, heavy with both bitterness and a burgeoning hope. She thought of Carlisle, with his unending compassion and moral compass, always striving for peace, even with those who sought to harm. Then there was Esme, whose warmth and nurturing spirit were a constant comfort, truly the mother of their unconventional clan—Edward, intense and brooding, yet fiercely loyal to those he loved. Alice, with her effervescent optimism and glimpses of the future, is always a step ahead. Jasper, quiet and controlled, battling his own past but a steadfast protector. And finally, Rosalie and Emmett, a formidable pair, their love for each other a beacon, even if Rosalie's aloofness often kept others at a distance. How could she possibly face them, after all this time, with the blame she'd harbored?
This raw, persistent ache she carried was exhausting.
"It's not just for them," Tanya said softly, as if reading her thoughts. "It's for you, Irina. To find your own peace."
Irina nodded slowly, her gaze returning to the dancing flames. She knew they were right. The constant gnawing anger was poisoning her. But she also knew she couldn't face it with her sisters watching, their eyes full of expectation. This particular bridge, she had to cross alone.
"I will go," she said, her voice firmer now, a quiet resolve settling over her features. "But… I need to go by myself first. This is something I have to do on my own terms. To… to face it, truly."
Kate and Tanya exchanged a glance, understanding dawning in their eyes. They knew Irina's fierce independence, her need to process things in her own way.
"We understand, sister," Kate said, offering a warm, accepting smile. "Just tell us when, and we'll be ready to follow if you need us. Or to be here when you return."
Tanya reached out and squeezed Irina's hand. "Whenever you decide. We're with you, always."
Irina nodded, a fragile sense of relief washing over her. The first, hardest step, had been taken. Now, the journey to Forks, and to her own peace awaited.