Samantha.
"Your arousal is tempting, mate." His husky voice is music to my ears and an on switch to the faucet in my pants.
"Come here." The words escape me before I realize what I am saying. My wolf lets out a goofy laugh, and I now know it is all her doing why I can't control myself.
He stalks over to me and crawls in from the foot of the bed. I open my legs, and he slithers between them. His mouth automatically finds mine and devours it. One hand is used to pin me down, and the other fumbles with his belt. When he has it unbuckled, he unbuttons and unzips his pants. He pushes them down just enough to pull his large member out. He retreats from our kiss to look at me. His eyes still swirling black with lust, and he inhales deeply.
"Don't make me kill him, Samantha." He hisses angrily.
"What?" I whisper.
"He can smell him all over us," Cass whines shamefully. "I told you not to!"
Without warning, he slams himself into me until he can't go any further. I gasp and squirm with pleasure and pain. Sparks explode inside me. He leans into me, cupping my face with one hand and pushing my hair back with the other.
"You're mine." He growls seductively.
When I don't respond, he slams into me with another hard thrust, and I moan.
"You're mine." He said again, staring at me as if waiting for a reply.
"I'm yours." I bite into my bottom lip.
He smirks and then begins to pump into me fast and hard. My head flings back, and I can't even recognize my own voice as I moan in pleasure. This feeling of euphoria washes over me, and I feel the pressure building in my pelvis. I am going to cum, and I am going to cum harder than I ever had before. The sparks of the mate bond are more like fireworks, and they burst through my body with every thrust.
Eli grunts loudly and I could feel his warm cum filling inside of me; just as he does, I lose myself as well. He continues to thrust though our orgasm.
"MARK HIM!" Cass demands.
"I don't know."
Eli meets my gaze and I know his wolf is demanding the same thing.
Do I want that? He is clearly my mate and if what he told me was true, he is my gift from the moon goddess. My perfect match. Could it be that simple?
Even though I am still unsure about all this wolf stuff, I nod for him to mark me. I am tired of feeling lonely. I am grieving from the loss of my child. I want to be accepted and loved unconditionally by someone again. I no longer have Alex to make me feel that way. If there is a chance that my mate will, I am taking it. I need it to keep living.
With slight hesitation he bites into my neck. There is that familiar sting, I remember from when I was in that dark place. This time there is no burning, but more pleasure. When he finally pulls away, he licks at the sensitive wound until it is no longer bleeding. I feel a little more drawn to him afterwards, more connected. It isn't a huge difference on how I felt around him before. It is kind of disappointing.
"It's done." He searches my eyes. "You, ok?"
"Yeah." I Exhale nervously. He seems concerned by my response.
"I mean I expected to feel different. Not that I don't but there isn't a dramatic change."
"That's because you have to mark me too." He pulls his shirt to the side exposing his neck to me.
Cass howls madly and I gulp.
"If you don't want to it's-" before he can finish Cass takes control and my canines are already hooked into his neck. He groans in pleasure, his hands reaching out in front of him and fisting my hospital gown.
I pull away and lick his wound as he did mines, the metallic copper taste almost hidden by a sweet and very pleasant aftertaste. I sit back against the wall and shyly cover my face with my hands. A rush of sensations come over me and I feel somehow complete. The connection we acquire is beyond anything I ever felt before.
"Cass you bitch!" I whisper yell, and she giggles.
"Cass? Is she your wolf?" I nodded.
"She initiated the mark?" I nodded again.
"Did you not want to mark me?"
"I did."
"I'm glad." He smiles
"Me too." We embrace each other. "I'm still hurting." I say referring to Alex and he nods knowingly.
"Me too." He kisses my marking spot slowly as he cuddles into me.
Before I know it, we are making love again. This time I fall asleep the instant my orgasm fades.
.....
**buzz buzz**
The buzzing continues and I stir in the bed trying to ignore it. The hospital room is dark aside from the flash of light that lights up every time the phone vibrates.
I grunt at my inability to fall back asleep.
I peek up at Eli, envious at how he can sleep through this annoying ass noise. The phone keeps buzzing.
Would it be rude of me to turn off his phone?
I sit up and reach over him to the side table and pick up the noisy demon.
My eyes ache as they adjust to the screen light. It took me a moment to realize that it is my phone that was the actual culprit all along. I unlock it eagerly to be disappointed with the old text. These texts were from the day of the crash, now going on a week ago. I scroll through them, mostly Kim checking in.
"Did you kill his mom and get executed for treason? Is that why you're not answering?" I read and laughed a little.
I close out her messages and see that my mom has texted me as well. What was I going to tell her? What was I supposed to tell her? Your grandson is dead and I'm now a werewolf? She will think I'm mad.
I open the messages and instantly my heart nearly explodes in my chest. There, a picture of her and Alex, sent to me just a few minutes ago. The text reading "He is sleep. He misses you. Can you call so we know you're ok, please..."
I do that right away. I dial her number; My body shakes from how anxious I am for her to pick up. The text was no doubt old, just showing me the time I received them because my phone had been off and dead. Yet, I was still hoping.
"Look who decided to call... " she yawns into the phone.
"Mom... is Alex really -"
"Sleep, yes!" She hisses. " How dare you? I mean, who raised you this way?!" I cover my mouth and sob.
How could this be? Am I dreaming? I pinch myself beneath the sheets and yelp lowly.
"Samantha?" My mother ends her rant and calls out my name.
"Yes. Is he ok?"
"Yes, of course, but are you ok?"