Ateman's steps stopped automatically and he started looking at Kimoto's face """i don't have much Patience, if you are mine then that's it you are mine. I am not sure about hidden dating . if I love you then that means.I want you only.....do you understand ?
Kimoto felt a heaviness in his voice, one thing that Kimoto liked most about Ataman was that he was a very straight forward guy . Atman got angry at the name of hidden date. He was a person who used to say, what is mine is mine, Atman took out the cigarette from his pocket and started smoking There were drugs in the cigarette and due to the heavy dose, Atman's nose started bleeding in the first puff itself .
Kimoto said in fear as soon as he saw the blood "You started smoking again", Kimoto's voice was choked, when Ateman's eyes fell on Kimoto he froze, because kimoto started crying after seeing the blood flowing from his nose.
Why are you crying, asked Atemon, holding Kimoto's hand.But Kimoto pushed him angrily and hit him on the chest and said angrily """"You are a really bad person, how can you harm yourself in front of the person you are planning to date? Your nose is bleeding, would I like to see this? Of course I feel bad. I can't even see you in pain.
This was the first time in his life when someone cried for Atman or shed tears for him. He was an orphan. After growing up, he just killed people. Neither did he shed tears for anyone nor did anyone shed tears for him.Today, seeing Kimoto crying for him for the first time, Atman understood that Kimoto was his final search and destination.
Don't cry I will never smoke .
I don't believe you, Kimoto said as he freed his hand
What should I do to make you believe in me?
You will have to swear on my name, then I will believe you
After hearing Kimoto's words, Atmon was sure that he could expect such childish talk from an eighteen year old boy..
ok i'll swear on your name .
Kimoto holds his hand and says with tears ""Ok then say that I swear in the name of Kimoto that I will never smoke
I swear in the name of Kimoto that I will never smoke ,The Atman repeated his words .
Then Kimoto further said "If I try to break the oath, I will consider him dead."
This time Atman was silent
hey say it ahead...
He was silent .....
So instead of Ataman, Kimoto said his line, if you smoke again, then consider me dead . Kimoto hugged him as he finished his sentence , I like you... he whispered, you are older than me but still I like you, I would never want you to harm yourself .
Both of them were going to the tawny market to buy some clothes for Atman. It was around 7 in the night. The market was as beautiful as the tawny market.
They reached a shop and were buying some clothes. Atemon looked at Kimoto. He was choosing warm clothes for Atemon.Kimoto looked very happy and excited .
How is it Mr. Atman?
Hahaha don't call mister ....call me only Atman ..
Kimoto smiled and said sarcastically "You have a problem with every name of yours, sometimes you cannot hear brother,sometimes you cannot hear Mr, when I call you Mr do you get old man feelings?"
Not at all.
Leaving his words incomplete, he picks up a dark blue coloured jacket and says, this is good, take this too,
Sure....
After a while, Kimoto picked up a warm cap and said, "Try this."
You let me try it yourself, Atman flirted with kimoto
Kimoto blushed and stepped forward to try and put the cap on and then said in frustration """Your height is too much, even my hands cannot reach your head .
Ataman holds his hand and whispers in his ear "Call me darling"
W.....what,....but why...I mean we are in shop .
Hahahaha don't be nervous, just whisper in my ear and I will give you a reward
"You are really harsh," kimoto whispers into his ears, "Darling."
this is my boy .... Saying this, Atman held his by the waist and lifted him up and said """Your height is now more than mine, try the cap leisurely .
What.....He felt shy, and the shop owner looked at both of them with surprise, probably he was judging the new couple.
They both came back around 9 o'clock, Atman felt for the first time that he was alive, he also needed love he also wants a home and a family, and he also wants a partner who will wait for him till his last breath.
Baby...
Yes mom ... he almost screamed while doing homework.
It's nine o'clock, son, go and give food to Atman .
Kimoto blushed as soon as he heard the name of Ateman. I am coming mom .
He almost ran out of his room,
How many times have I told you to take care of the new guest, this is our livelihood son .
I am sorry I will take care of them, saying this Kimoto picked up the plate of food and moved towards Ateman .Reaching the room he saw that Atman was not there, the next moment he realized that Atman was taking a shower .
Going near the washroom he said shyly "Are you taking a bath?"
No
Then what are you doing?
do you want to see ?
Kimoto said hesitantly, "No, no... I just brought food, so you can come and eat it." ,.
Opening the washroom door slightly, he extended a wet hand and said, "First give me the towel."
Kimoto understood that the atoman was taking a bath
where is your towel ?
In my bag.
how can I open your bag ?
Why?
because it's your bag .
And whose am I? Atman asked the opposite question .
Kimoto turned red again upon hearing his words.
I am asking whose am I?
Mine…. Kimoto said a little softly,.
Okay, I am yours, so my bag is yours too, go open it and give me the towel .
Kimoto opened Ateman's bag and took out a towel and headed towards the washroom, extending his hand he tried to give the towel to Ateman.But Atemon grabbed his hand and pulled him inside, Kimoto thought Atemon was naked so he put his hands on his eyes and screamed,, Before he could scream, Atemon placed one hand on Kimoto's mouth and the other on his waist and spoke into his ears...,..... Shhhhhhhhh I am not naked, but if you keep turning red looking at me like this, it won't take me long to get naked .
Please let me go Kimoto said shyly.
But Atman put his hand inside his shirt and said, "Let me touch you first."