Lois's POV
I woke up the next morning feeling different. I was not a morning person, but this morning, I felt so ready for the day and happy. I was laying on Aaron's chest staring up at his face. He looked so good even in his sleep. I stood up quietly and freshened up before heading out.
I could not face him, I was overwhelmed with emotions last night and let myself make love to him. I wanted it and I enjoyed it, but thinking about all Aaron had done to me and he has not even apologized for most of it and I just let myself have sex with him, forgetting all that too. It was my first time, and I just let it go to Aaron like that.
I entered my car and drove off. I had no particular idea of where I was heading, I certainly was not heading to my house, and my mum made sure of it. I finally decided to go to a hotel to clear my thoughts.
I stopped at the first hotel I came across and just entered. The hotel was beaming with people coming in and leaving. It seemed like a decent hotel. It was simple but fancy, a perfect combo of both. It was not doing too much, and the interior design was epic. I found my way to the restaurant and sat at the nearest table.
I am sure Aaron would be up now and wondering where I was, I felt disgusted with myself. I told myself I would never let myself down with Aaron, I made sure to keep that distance with him, and now I just let go.
Memories of last night filled my thoughts. I could still remember it vividly. How his lips felt against mine, how his tongue rolled perfectly against my tongue. How his hands felt against my boobs, how good he made my feel, I could still feel him inside of me. It was a great first time, I must say.
'What would you like to have?' A waitress said, snapping me out of my thoughts.
'The chef's special' I blurted out. She looked at me weirdly and rolled her eyes.
'We don't have that her, you have to pick from the menu' she said, turning her head in the direction of the menu on my table.
'Oh' I said awkwardly. I picked up the menu and scanned my eyes through it.
'I would like this with caviar' I said, pointing at a particular dish on the menu. She gave me a weird look before leaving. What was up with her?
I took a deep breath, and my eyes scanned the little crowd around me. No one familiar was here, which was good. I waited for 30 minutes before my food came without the caviar. I did not have the strength to start arguing about anything and just dug into my food.
'Fancy seeing you here' I heard a familiar voice say. I looked over and saw it was Zach. Oh shoot, I totally forgot about him and the date we had yesterday.
'Oh hi' I said awkwardly as he stared at me intensely. He seemed a bit tensed, but I just shaked off the feeling.
'You seemed bored on our date yesterday, I hope you were not turned off by me' he said.
'Oh no, I had some things on my mind' I said. He took the seat in front of me before I could say a word.
'Uh.. there is something you need to know about me'' I figured I should just tell him I was married and not drag it on for long. He actually made me feel special, but whenever I was with him, all I could think of was Aaron, and it was not fair to him.
I liked the attention I was getting from him, because I didn't receive much from guys growing up, it was not fair to him at all. The idea that I wanted him to find out who I was at my marriage announcement party was vile, I could not imagine something like that happening to me.
'You are Lois Anderson' he said before I could say anything. I was shocked, so he knew, he knew. When Aaron was in that restaurant, he knew, but instead, he acted as if he did not know anything.
'So you knew' I said, looking straight at him.
'Well, I just found out after our date last night, if that counts' he said, looking a bit disappointed.
'You know you could have told me you were married and not led me on like that' he said with a low voice.
'And to think you were the one married to Aaron is totally crazy' he said again
'I am sorry' I said
'You know he saw us kiss and was really devastated' he said again before standing up.
'It was nice meeting you Lois' he said before he left. Oh no, Aaron saw us kiss, and he did not say anything about he. He even went ahead to sleep with me after knowing damn.
I dropped the bill and a tip before I dashed out. I headed straight home without hesitation. Aaron's car was up front, so I figured he was home.
I walked down from my car and headed in,he was not in the living room. Thank God.
I entered the room and saw him on the couch working on his laptop.
'Hey' he said as he saw me.
'Hey' I said back.
'Uhm.. wanna talk about last night' he said nervously.
'Yeah, about that, last night was a mistake, forget it ever happened' I said, and the look on his face dropped. I dropped my bag on the bed and went straight to freshen up, I couldn't look at him for long, I was scared I would jump on him.
I did well last night, and it was a mistake.