Yuuta was only a few blocks from his apartment building when he saw her.
Fiona.
Or at least, someone who looked exactly like Fiona.
She was sitting in a black car, the kind of car that looked like it belonged in spy movies, with tinted windows and an expensive shine that screamed "don't look at me." It was parked near the entrance to his building, engine running, lights off.
Yuuta froze.
Is that... Fiona?
He squinted through the darkness.
The figure in the car had the same dark hair, the same clothes. But Fiona lived in a modest apartment across town. She didn't own cars like this. She couldn't afford cars like this.
Maybe it's not her, he thought. Maybe it's just someone who looks like her. A rich girl visiting someone in the building.
He shook his head.
It was too late at night for these questions.
Too late, and he was too tired.
He walked past the car without looking back.
The stairs felt endless tonight.
Each step required effort that Yuuta didn't have. His legs ached. His eyes burned. The bags in his hands, full of clothes and pastries and the weight of good intentions, seemed to grow heavier with every floor.
Finally, he reached his door.
He pushed it open slowly.
Carefully.
Elena was sleeping. He didn't want to wake her.
The apartment was dark, not the darkness of emptiness, but the darkness of a home where people were resting. He could feel their presence.
Elena's soft breathing from the bedroom. And somewhere else...
He stepped into the hall.
And there she was.
Erza.
Sitting on the sofa in the corner of the living room, a book open in her lap, her silver hair catching the faint light from the window like moonlight made solid and poured across her shoulders.
She was reading, actually reading, her violet eyes moving across the pages with an intensity that suggested whatever words she'd found mattered deeply to her, that she was not merely passing time but absorbing something important.
Her legs were tucked beneath her in a pose that was almost casual, almost human, almost soft in a way she never allowed herself to be during the daylight hours when the mask of the queen was firmly in place.
She looked up as he entered.
Their eyes met across the dim space.
"What took you so long?"
Her voice was cold.
Usual.
The same dismissive tone she always used, the same casual contempt that had become as familiar as the walls of this apartment, as predictable as the sunrise.
But something in it, something almost imperceptible, buried beneath centuries of carefully constructed ice, made Yuuta pause.
There was a question there.
Beneath the cold.
A question she would never ask directly.
Where were you?
Were you safe?
Did you leave us?
"I was working... My Queen," he said quietly, setting down the bags with a soft thud. "Part-time job. I told you about it.... Your Highness."
"Tch." She looked back at her book, dismissing him with a wave of her hand. "Humans and their strange ways of life… working yourselves to exhaustion for pieces of paper that only matter because you believe they do." Her eyes briefly flicked toward him before returning to the page. "…at least you return home safely."
Yuuta paused.
Did she care about him?
Or was he imagining it again?
Erza immediately felt his gaze on her and narrowed her eyes slightly, as if silently asking what he was looking at. The brief shift in her expression made Yuuta hesitate. He quickly looked away and stepped aside, convincing himself that it was nothing more than coincidence, nothing more than Erza simply speaking as she always did.
What Yuuta did not know was that Erza had not turned a page in her book for a long time.
She had not been reading at all.
Every sound outside the room had pulled her attention away. Every small noise from the hallway had made her pause. She had been waiting, pretending otherwise, forcing herself to remain still so she would not appear anxious.
The moment Yuuta had finally returned, something in her chest had eased without her permission. Only then had she been able to pick up her book again, as if her body had finally been allowed to relax.
And even now, she did not realize the truth of it.
She could not read because she wanted to.
She could only read because he was safe.
Yuuta walked quietly to the kitchen and set down the bags properly, arranging them on the counter where they'd be seen in the morning.
The donuts from Mrs. Kin, still warm when he'd bought them hours ago, now cool but still fragrant. The chocolates she'd pressed into his hands with a knowing smile that suggested she understood far more about his situation than he'd ever told her.
The carefully wrapped outfits for Elena and Erza, chosen with more care than he'd ever put into anything for himself, each one selected because he'd imagined them wearing it and smiling.
Then he turned.
Looked at her.
She was still reading.
Unbothered.
Untouchable.
I should apologize.
The thought rose in his mind like a wave, like a tide he couldn't hold back, like everything he'd been suppressing all day finally demanding to be released.
I should tell her I'm sorry.
For everything.
For that night.
For running.
For all the years she spent alone because of me.
For making her wait.
For making her search.
For making her come to this world and endure all of this when she could have stayed in her kingdom, on her throne, surrounded by people who actually deserved her.
He took a step toward her.
Then another.
Erza's eyes lifted from her book.
"What are you doing?"
Her voice was sharper now. Guarded. The voice of someone who sensed something shifting in the air between them and didn't know if she liked it, didn't know if she was ready for whatever was coming. Her fingers tightened on the spine of her book.
Yuuta stopped.
Took a breath.
"My Queen." His voice was quiet, barely above a whisper, rough with exhaustion and emotion he couldn't quite name. "I want to say something."
Erza closed her book.
Slowly.
Deliberately.
The sound of pages pressing together seemed louder than it should have been in the silence, a statement in itself.
For the first time since he'd known her, she looked at him with something other than cold dismissal. There was curiosity in her eyes, sharp and focused. Interest in what he might say. A flicker of something that might have been... anticipation?
"Speak," she said.
"I am..."
The words caught in his throat.
I am sorry.
I am sorry for leaving you.
I am sorry for not being there.
I am sorry for everything.
But Mrs. Kin's voice echoed in his mind, soft and knowing and impossibly wise.
"Don't apologize now. If you do it too soon, she'll only feel more rage. Take time. Treat her well. Show her through your actions that you care. Words are cheap, Yuuta. Anyone can say they're sorry. It's what you do next that matters."
He couldn't do it.
Not yet.
Not like this.
"I am... worried about you."
The words came out before Yuuta could stop them, slipping past every layer of restraint he had carefully built. He seemed to realize it a moment too late, as if even he was surprised by his own honesty.
Erza's eyes shifted toward him.
"Worried?"
"It's late," Yuuta said, gesturing vaguely toward the clock on the wall. The hands pointed to an hour when the world outside had already gone quiet. "You should be sleeping. That's all... this servant just wanted to say that, your highness."
For a moment, Erza said nothing.
Her gaze lingered on him longer than usual, not sharp, not angry, but observant in a way that made him slightly uneasy. As if she were trying to understand something he had not meant to reveal.
"Do you think dragons are fragile?"
Her voice was calm, but there was a faint edge beneath it. Not anger exactly. More like disbelief that he would think of her in such a way.
"We do not tire like humans do," she continued. "We do not collapse from lack of rest. I am not something that breaks so easily."
Yuuta quickly shook his head. "No, I didn't mean that. My queen....."
Erza raised a hand slightly, cutting him off, but not harshly.
"You speak as if I require your concern," she said, though her tone had softened compared to before. "Yet you are the one standing there looking like you will fall over at any moment....Totally exhausted."
Yuuta blinked.
"I look exhausted?"
Erza's eyes slowly moved over him, taking in details she had already noticed but never spoken aloud. The faint shadows under his eyes. The stiffness in his posture. The way his shoulders barely held themselves upright, as if he had been carrying weight for far too long.
"Have you seen yourself?" Erza's eyes swept over him with an intensity that made him feel exposed, dissected, seen in a way he wasn't prepared for.
The trembling in his hands that he couldn't quite still, no matter how hard he tried to hide it.
"When did you last sleep properly?"
"I don't know. Science says six hours is enough."
"I do not need human science to see it," she said quietly. "You have not been resting properly."
There was a brief pause.
Then she looked away slightly, as if the topic itself was inconvenient.
"Dragons do not worry about such things," she added, almost as an afterthought. "But you are not a dragon."
Her voice lowered just a fraction.
"Do not make a habit of exhausting yourself like this, Mortal. It is… inefficient."
She opened her book again.
Dismissed him.
But her eyes, just for a moment, lingered on his face.
And in her mind, a thought she couldn't control, couldn't banish, couldn't push away no matter how hard she tried:
Why do I care?
What's wrong with me these past days?
Why does his exhaustion make my chest ache?
Why do I notice the shadows under his eyes?
Why do I count his breaths to make sure he's still alive?
Why does the thought of him leaving make me want to
She stopped the thought before it could complete itself.
Would not finish it.
Could not finish it.
Yuuta sighed.
The sound was small, tired, defeated in a way he couldn't hide no matter how hard he tried to maintain his composure.
"You're right, my queen. I should sleep."
"Idiot mortal." She didn't look up from her book. "You've ruined my reading mood."
But her voice was softer.
Just slightly.
Just enough.
He smiled.
Small.
Tired.
Grateful.
Then he walked toward the bedroom, toward Elena's soft breathing, toward the small slice of peace that waited for him in the darkness. His footsteps were quiet on the floor, careful not to disturb, careful not to break the fragile moment that had somehow passed between them.
Behind him, Erza watched him go.
Her book sat open in her lap.
Unread.
Forgotten.
Her eyes followed his retreating form until he disappeared into the bedroom, until the door closed softly behind him, until she was alone with the silence and the questions she couldn't answer and the feelings she couldn't name.
Why do I care?
She didn't know.
Didn't understand.
The mattress hit him like a wave.
One moment Yuuta was standing at the threshold of the bedroom, his body held together by nothing but willpower and the desperate need to keep moving. The next moment he was falling, falling into the familiar embrace of sheets and pillows and the overwhelming relief of stopping, of surrendering, of letting go.
His body, so tightly wound for so long that he'd forgotten what relaxation felt like, simply gave up. Surrendered. Collapsed into the mattress like a puppet whose strings had been cut all at once. The tension that had been holding him upright, keeping him moving, forcing him through the motions of being human, it all dissolved in an instant.
Within seconds, he was asleep.
Completely.
Utterly.
Gone.
His breathing slowed. His face relaxed. The lines of worry and exhaustion that had carved themselves into his features smoothed out, leaving behind something that looked almost peaceful, almost young, almost untouched by the weight of everything he carried.
Beside him, Elena slept on, oblivious to her father's return. Her tiny chest rose and fell in the steady rhythm of childhood sleep, each breath a small miracle of life and trust. Her rabbit costume was wrinkled and dirty from the zoo, stained with grass and tears and the remnants of the most terrifying day of her young life, but somehow it still looked adorable, still looked like her, still looked like the daughter who had changed everything.
One of her hands had found his arm in the night.
Clung to it.
Protecting him.
Even in sleep.
In the living room, Erza sat alone.
Her book was open in her lap.
But she wasn't reading.
Her eyes were fixed on the bedroom door with an intensity that would have made lesser beings flee, on the wooden barrier that separated her from the man who had tried to say something and couldn't, who had stood before her with exhaustion carved into every line of his face and worry in his voice for her when he was the one falling apart.
On the father of her child who worked until dawn and came home with bags full of who-knows-what.
On the idiot mortal who worried about her sleep schedule when he could barely stand.
"Foolish," she muttered to the empty room, her voice barely above a whisper. "Foolish human. Foolish feelings. Foolish"
Her eyes landed on the bags.
Eight of them.
Sitting in the kitchen where Yuuta had left them, arranged neatly against the counter like offerings at a shrine. Plain shopping bags, nothing special. The kind of thing humans used to carry their purchases home from stores, disposable and forgettable and utterly ordinary.
They should have meant nothing.
But curiosity was a dragon's nature.
It was woven into her very essence, the driving force that had kept her alive through centuries of solitude, the hunger for knowledge that had pushed her to learn this world's language in hours, to absorb its culture through television and observation, to understand everything she could about the strange place where she now found herself trapped.
And Erza was very, very curious.
She rose from the sofa.
Her bare feet made no sound against the floor as she crossed to the kitchen, moving with the natural grace of a predator who had never needed to announce her presence. The bags waited for her like questions without answers, like invitations to something she didn't understand, like doors opening onto rooms she'd never explored.
These are his belongings, she told herself firmly. I shouldn't pry. I shouldn't invade his privacy. I shouldn't
Her hand reached out anyway.
Opened the first bag.
Clothes.
Dozens of them.
Small clothes, the kind made for a child's body. Tiny dresses with flowers printed on the fabric, delicate and cheerful and utterly impractical for anything but being adorable. Little pants with elastic waists that would fit a toddler's round belly.
Pajamas covered in stars and moons and smiling animals, soft enough to sleep in, warm enough for cold nights. Socks so small they could have been made for dolls, each pair folded neatly and stacked with care.
Elena's clothes.
Erza pulled them out one by one, her movements slow, almost reverent. Each piece was soft to the touch, quality fabric that would hold up to washing and wear.
Each design was cheerful, playful, exactly the kind of thing a little girl would love, bright colors and cute animals and patterns that sparkled with joy. Someone had put thought into these. Real thought. Real care. Real attention to what would make a child happy.
He bought these for her.
For our daughter.
The realization settled into her chest like a stone dropped into still water, sending ripples through places she'd thought were frozen solid.
She didn't know much about human economy.
Didn't understand the value of money in this world or the cost of living or how many hours of work it took to earn enough for simple things. But she knew Yuuta.
Knew his background, his circumstances, the way he counted coins before buying groceries. Knew that his earnings were modest at best, barely enough to support himself in his tiny apartment, let alone two extra people who had appeared in his life without warning.
These clothes weren't modest.
They were expensive.
She could tell from the quality. From the stitching. From the way the fabric felt beneath her fingers, smooth and durable and made to last. From the tags she examined, numbers that meant little to her but clearly represented more than he should have spent.
And there were so many of them.
Dozens of outfits.
Enough to last for weeks, maybe months.
Enough to clothe a child through changing seasons and growing bodies.
How much did he spend?
How many hours did he work for this?
Why would he
Her heart beat faster.
The feeling was unfamiliar. Unwelcome. But undeniable.
Warmth.
Spreading through her chest like something alive, something that had been dormant for centuries and was now waking up, stretching, demanding to be acknowledged.
She set the children's clothes aside carefully, neatly, with the kind of attention she usually reserved for important documents and ancient artifacts. Each piece was folded and stacked, arranged by size and color and purpose, a collection that spoke louder than words.
Then her eyes caught the other bags.
Different from the first.
Larger.
Wrapped with more care.
She reached for one.
Her fingers trembled slightly as she opened it. She didn't understand why. Didn't want to examine the feeling that made her hands shake, didn't want to name the emotion that quickened her breath, didn't want to acknowledge the way her heart had begun beating faster than it had in centuries. Just... reached inside.
Her hand touched silk.
Cool and smooth and impossibly soft against her skin, a texture she knew intimately from centuries of wearing fine garments, but somehow this felt different. This felt like more than fabric.
She pulled it out.
And the world stopped.
A dress.
White silk, so pure it seemed to glow in the dim kitchen light, so luminous it appeared to generate its own illumination.
Tiny violet stars were embroidered across the fabric, scattered like constellations across a winter sky, catching the moonlight that streamed through the window and scattering it like diamonds thrown across velvet.
The stars glittered, actually glittered, as if the night sky itself had been woven into cloth, as if someone had captured starlight and stitched it into something wearable.
The cut was elegant. Flowing. Traditional.
A Chinese Emperor dress.
The kind an empress might wear to court, to ceremonies, to moments when she needed to remind everyone exactly who she was and why she ruled.
The kind she would have chosen for herself.
Erza couldn't breathe.
She held it up, watching the stars dance in the silver light, watching the fabric shift and shimmer with every movement. She felt the weight of it in her hands, not heavy, not burdensome, but present. Real. Something that existed because someone had chosen it for her.
It was her size.
Her style.
Her colors.
White and violet, the exact combination she wore, the exact shades she preferred, the exact match to her imperial dress that she'd worn since arriving in this world.
Every detail, every single detail, matched exactly what she would have wanted.
How did he know?
She reached into the bag again.
Another dress.
Violet silk, deeper and richer than the first, the color of twilight just before darkness falls completely. Golden embroidery wound along the edges, dragons and phoenixes intertwined in patterns that spoke of ancient traditions and royal bloodlines.
A Korean hanbok, its skirt full and graceful, its jacket elegant and precise, designed to make the wearer look like she had stepped out of a painting.
Perfect for a queen.
Another.
White and gold, the gold thread forming clouds and mountains along the sleeves, with a translucent shawl draped carefully beside it, the exact kind she always wore, the exact style she favored, the exact accessory she'd never told anyone she loved.
Another.
Deep blue with silver threading, the color of deep water, the color of her scales when she transformed, the color of home.
Another.
Crimson and black, bold and striking, the kind of dress that announced itself before the wearer even entered the room.
Another.
Another.
Another.
Seventeen dresses in total.
Seventeen perfect, beautiful, thoughtful creations.
Each one chosen with care.
Each one matching her taste exactly.
Each one proof that he'd been paying attention.
Erza's hands trembled.
Her heart raced.
Her chest, her ancient, frozen, untouchable chest, ached with something she couldn't name, something that felt like breaking and mending at the same time, something that made her want to run and stay and scream and weep all at once.
No one has ever...
The thought trailed off into nothing.
Because it was true.
In all her years decades, perhaps centuries, she had long since stopped counting of life, of power, of ruling a kingdom where every soul wanted something from her, no one had ever done this for her.
Servants had brought her clothes, always on time, always flawless, never once daring to make a mistake. Tailors had crafted garments to her exact measurements, adjusting every detail to match her standards without question. Advisors had suggested styles meant to enhance her image, to strengthen her authority, to present her exactly as a queen should be seen.
Everything had a purpose.
Everything had a reason.
Everything came from duty.
They followed orders because they had to. They fulfilled roles because that was what they were meant to do. Every action, every gesture, every offering was tied to expectation, to obligation, to something that demanded return.
But this…
This was none of that.
No command had been given. No expectation had been placed. No benefit had been sought in return.
And that was what made it feel so unfamiliar to her, so strange, almost unsettling in a way she could not quite understand.
This was different.
This was chosen.
This was given.
This was him.
Somehow, impossibly, this exhausted, overwhelmed, terrified mortal had looked at her and seen not a threat, not a danger, not a queen to be feared
But a woman.
A woman who deserved something beautiful.
She sank to the floor.
Her legs simply gave out, unable to support the weight of everything crashing through her at once. The dresses pooled around her like clouds, like dreams, like everything she'd never known she wanted falling from the sky and wrapping her in warmth.
And for the first time in longer than she could remember
The Dragon Queen didn't know what to feel.
She stayed there for a long time.
Kneeling among the clothes like a supplicant at an altar.
Holding the star-dusted dress in her lap, her fingers tracing the embroidered constellations over and over, memorizing each stitch, each star, each moment of impossible thoughtfulness.
Watching the moonlight catch the fabric and transform it into something almost alive.
Slowly, carefully, reverently, she began to fold them.
Each dress was placed back in its bag with the kind of attention usually reserved for ancient artifacts, for treasures that could never be replaced. She smoothed every wrinkle with the palm of her hand. Aligned every fold with precision. Made sure each garment was perfect, pristine, exactly as it had been when he bought it, before moving to the next.
Her movements were precise.
Deliberate.
Almost ceremonial.
When she was done, she stood.
Looked at the bags.
Eight of them, arranged neatly against the counter, now holding secrets she would carry with her forever.
Looked toward the bedroom door.
Toward the man sleeping on the other side.
He did this for me.
The thought circled in her mind like a bird seeking a place to land, like a song she couldn't stop humming, like a truth she couldn't deny no matter how hard she tried.
He worked all night. Spent his money, money he barely has. Chose each piece carefully, thoughtfully, with attention to detail that should have been impossible. For me.
Why?
What does he want?
What is he
She shook her head.
Couldn't answer.
Wouldn't answer.
Didn't want to know the answer, because the answer might change everything, might break the careful distance she'd maintained, might force her to acknowledge feelings she'd spent centuries burying.
She walked toward the bedroom.
Her bare feet made no sound on the floor.
The door was slightly ajar, left open so she could hear if anything happened, if Elena called out, if
She pushed it open gently.
Yuuta lay on the bed, completely unconscious.
Even in sleep, he looked exhausted in a way that went far beyond physical tiredness. Dark circles bruised the skin beneath his eyes, purple and deep, the kind that came from weeks, months, of carrying weight that never lifted. Lines of stress were etched into his forehead, grooves that would become permanent if he kept living like this. His chest rose and fell slowly, unevenly, like even rest was a struggle, like his body couldn't quite remember how to relax.
Beside him, Elena slept peacefully.
Her tiny hand clutched his arm with the instinctive grip of a child who needed to know her father was there, who needed the reassurance of touch even in dreams. Her face was soft, trusting, completely at peace in a way that only children could achieve, the absolute certainty that she was safe, that she was loved, that nothing in the world could hurt her because her papa was beside her.
Erza stood in the doorway.
Watching them.
The moonlight from the window painted them both in silver, mother and daughter and the man who had somehow become the center of both their worlds. They looked like a painting. Like something too beautiful to be real. Like everything she'd never known she wanted.
He sacrificed so much, she thought, the words forming unbidden in her mind. For me. For my daughter.
For us.
The word slipped into her consciousness before she could stop it, before she could censor it, before she could push it away like she'd pushed away every other vulnerable thought for centuries.
Us.
Something stirred in her chest.
Something dangerous.
Something soft.
It spread through her like warmth through ice, like spring through winter, like something she'd thought long dead waking up and demanding to be acknowledged.
Then her ego rose like a shield, like armor, like the only defense she'd ever known.
No.
He's doing this to gain favor. To earn mercy. To avoid the punishment he deserves for what happened that night.
This is manipulation. This is strategy. This is what humans do.
I will not fall for this trap.
I will kill him.
The most brutal way possible.
In all of history.
The thoughts were cold, certain, absolute. They were the thoughts that had kept her alive through centuries of court politics and assassination attempts and the endless hunger of those who wanted her power. They were safe. They were familiar. They were right.
She walked to the bed and stood over him.
Yuuta lay there asleep, his face finally relaxed in a way it never was when he was awake. The tension that usually clung to his expression had faded, leaving him looking almost… peaceful.
Erza raised her hand.
For a moment, it hovered above him.
Cold mana gathered at her fingertips.
It was precise. Controlled. Lethal.
She could end it in an instant.
Just like she had decided.
Just like she had come here for.
She should have ended it.
But then she noticed something.
His breathing.
Rough.
Uneven.
Forced through his mouth, as if even in sleep he was struggling to recover from exhaustion he should never have carried alone.
Erza's eyes narrowed slightly.
A memory surfaced without permission.
Three weeks without rest. Constant battles. Endless strain. She remembered what it felt like when even breathing became effort.
Her hand hesitated.
No.
She tightened her expression.
This is not hesitation.
This is duty.
She began to gather mana again—
"My queen…"
The faint whisper slipped from Yuuta's lips in his sleep.
Her hand stopped.
Completely.
The mana shifted.
Changed.
Before she even understood what she was doing, it was no longer destruction forming in her palm.
It was healing.
Warm.
Soft.
Pure mana flowed into him without permission, without command, without the slightest intention she could justify. It moved as if it already knew where to go, spreading through his body, smoothing out exhaustion, easing strain, restoring what had been broken by his own stubbornness.
Yuuta's expression slowly changed.
The tension left his face.
His breathing deepened.
He looked… properly asleep now.
Truly asleep.
Erza stared at her own hand.
For several seconds, she did not move.
What… did I just do?
The question came slowly.
Heavily.
Like something she did not want to hear.
She stepped back from the bed.
One step.
Then another.
Her usually composed expression cracked in small, almost invisible ways. Not enough for anyone to call it weakness. But enough for her to feel it.
I helped him.
Again.
Why?
Her gaze shifted to Yuuta.
Then to Elena, sleeping peacefully beside him.
Then back to the room itself, as if searching for an answer hidden in the walls.
Why does it keep happening?
Why does his pain feel like my own?
Why do I notice him before I notice anything else?
Her fingers tightened slightly.
"I helped him because he was exhausted," she whispered.
The excuse sounded weak even in her own ears.
She frowned.
"No. Because he would have collapsed otherwise."
A pause.
Still not enough.
Erza exhaled slowly, forcing her thoughts back into order.
It is responsibility.
That is all.
Nothing more.
Just responsibility.
She lowered herself beside Elena, lying down carefully as if nothing unusual had happened at all. The warmth of her daughter was real. Familiar. Anchoring.
On the other side, Yuuta breathed steadily now, alive, safe.
Erza closed her eyes.
Her expression returned to calm.
Perfect control.
Perfect distance.
But somewhere beneath it, something refused to settle.
And in the quiet darkness, the Dragon Queen—who would never admit weakness, never admit confusion, never admit anything she could not conquer—allowed herself a small, unconscious smile.
Just for a moment.
Then it vanished as sleep finally took her.