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The scene in my memory stopped abruptly.
Lin Ruo didn't regain his senses for a moment. He blinked unconsciously, his mind still somewhat immersed in the fragmented madness he had just experienced.
"Hey, Lin Ruo? What's wrong? Are you okay?"
Only when Klein's anxious and worried voice came from his ear did Lin Ruo suddenly wake up. As if shocked by electricity, he released the Dark Cross he was holding and took a small step back.
"I... what exactly..."
Lin Ruo covered his forehead in slight pain, half-closing his eyes to suppress the madness that had arisen from the memory just now. This made his eyes flicker, making him look less gentle than usual, frighteningly so.
"Lin Ruo, you... what should I do? Is there anything I can do to help you?" Seeing Lin Ruo's visibly terrible state, Klein was also quite anxious. He had seen Lin Ruo in a bad state before, such as when he recited 'The Fool's Anecdotes' last time, but this time, the other party's state was obviously worse.
"Source... gray fog, pull me above the gray fog," Lin Ruo said through gritted teeth. He wasn't talking nonsense, but rather giving an answer based on intuition.
The impact of this memory recovery was far greater than the last time. It couldn't be stabilized by persecuting someone. He had to... he had to go to the Sefirah Castle.
As for why he had to go to the Sefirah Castle, Lin Ruo didn't know, probably because 'He' had made some arrangements.
"Gray fog?" Klein was slightly stunned for a moment, somewhat doubtful but without hesitation, he took four steps backward directly above the gray fog, and then pulled Lin Ruo up.
The always calm gray fog churned for a moment after Lin Ruo went up, as if something had reacted.
However, this churning was only momentary, and it returned to calm in the next second.
Lin Ruo sat on his seat with his eyes closed, gently rubbing his temples, feeling his terrible mental state gradually improving, as if being soothed.
After sitting quietly for at least ten minutes, Lin Ruo opened his eyes, his expression somewhat tired.
He looked at Klein, who was sitting at the head of the bronze long table, and as always, he evoked a gentle smile, but his voice was slightly hoarse as he said, "Sorry, I scared you."
"Lin Ruo, are you okay?" Klein asked with concern. Although he was very puzzled by the change in the gray fog just now, he was more concerned about Lin Ruo's condition at the moment.
"I'm fine now, I just remembered something... I remembered my first encounter with the Creator of the City of Silver," Lin Ruo didn't hide anything, but his voice was slightly weak due to fatigue.
If he had previously said that he was an Outer God with a hint of jest, not so sure, now Lin Ruo really felt that he was an Outer God, eight or nine out of ten.
After all, the terrible mental state just now, even if he only experienced a moment of memory across time and space, was enough to impress him deeply.
Lin Ruo closed his eyes again, and what appeared in his mind was the ray of light, and the scene of the Creator of the City of Silver asking him if he wanted to go back with 'Him'.
"I seem to understand why I followed the Creator of the City of Silver back then."
Lin Ruo said this, his eyes slightly complicated.
Based on his state back then, if it weren't for Ancient Sun God, this top-notch psychiatrist, holding him up, who knows what he would have become.
Originally, Lin Ruo thought that the state in the memory he had previously recovered when he thought his honorific name had been restored was bad enough, but now that he had recovered the memory of his first meeting with Ancient Sun God, Lin Ruo realized that the previous state was just a drop in the bucket compared to this.
To give a simple example, it's like the difference between Adam and the True Creator. Although both are abnormal, the former can still be called sober and rational, and can still think normally, while the latter... Lin Ruo felt that it was an exaggeration to call his former self a Lunatic.
There are many madmen, but they are only different from normal people in their worldview.
And... "Damn it, I now suspect that I regarded Ancient Sun God as my dad back then, and what's with that déjà vu of the white beard?" Lin Ruo suddenly leaned against the bronze long chair with some self-abandonment, raised his arm to cover his eyes, and muttered in a low voice.
Lin Ruo admitted that even if he only remembered such a small amount of things, based on this encounter alone, it was still enough for him to feel enough goodwill towards the "unseen" existence of Ancient Sun God.
He completely understood why he was so angry when he thought of the betrayers before.
Perhaps he should help Adam and the others stew the three betrayers?
Lin Ruo, whose thoughts jumped this time, seriously began to consider the feasibility of this matter. He didn't have too much contact with the Three Gods. At most, he used the old pigeon of the Church of the Lord of Storms as a tool, so he didn't feel a little uneasy when thinking about this matter.
After all, you will always be punished for doing something wrong in the end. Not only did the Three Gods betray Ancient Sun God, but they also took all the credit for saving humanity and erased all traces of Ancient Sun God. This matter can't just be left like this.
However... thinking of the deceased Creator of the City of Silver, and the divine Adam left behind, as well as the completely crazy True Creator, Lin Ruo sighed again.
It's gone!
I don't know if Ancient Sun God can still be salvaged...
Although Lin Ruo's voice was small, where was he? This was Klein's territory. No matter how small Lin Ruo's voice was, he couldn't help but hear it. Immediately, Klein looked at Lin Ruo with a strange expression.
Lin Ruo's words... contained a lot of information!
Thinking of this guy's persistent desire to be his dad, Klein wanted to laugh a little, but felt it was a little inappropriate, and his eyes flickered.
Hold back, he must hold back.
"Laugh if you want to laugh, do you think I don't know you can hear what I'm saying?"
Lin Ruo's voice suddenly sounded, and Klein shuddered, looking at him and seeing that Lin Ruo had already straightened his posture, his spirit seemed to be better, but he was still tired.
He was immediately a little embarrassed, and asked with concern: "Have you recovered?"
"I just figured it out. Don't say I shouldn't recognize Ancient Sun God as my dad, even if I do, it's not shameful. That's a big boss who once unified the world and led mankind to turn over. It's so good to hold onto a big thigh. Anyway, I didn't have a dad in the first place, so there's nothing wrong with having a cheap old man."
Lin Ruo said this frankly. If he hadn't been born an orphan, he might have felt awkward because he suspected he had another dad, but he had no father or mother in the first place. What's wrong with experiencing family affection in another world!
As for his biological parents... since they don't want him anymore, aren't they allowed to find a new dad on their own?
Moreover... Lin Ruo actually felt that he shouldn't have let Ancient Sun God be his dad, after all, he was still Amon's godfather. If he really recognized Ancient Sun God as his dad and also Amon's godfather, raising Amon, the seniority would be too chaotic.
Although the seniority of Ancient Sun God's family was already chaotic, it wasn't like this.
Perhaps it was just an existence similar to a brother?
Lin Ruo pinched his chin, feeling that this was very possible.
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