"I want you to put it in me first. You... You're going to be the one to take my virginity."
After saying that, I felt a rush of embarrassment wash over me. How would he react? Would he say things like he'd be honored or would he feel so emotional that he'd kiss me again?
What is it?
But his response did not come and I could no longer look him in the eye when I could not read a single thing in them.
It was as if he were frozen.
But the longer his response was delayed, the more I began to feel insecure. Maybe I shouldn't have said anything yet, I thought. Or maybe this was just not what he had in mind.
I decided to just give it time. Give him time.
If he didn't want it then he could just say so when he's thought it through. But I doubt he'd want to throw this opportunity away. After all, he loves me.
