But... that's how an eighteen-year-old girl views love.
I'm... thirty-two years old.
Miss Gu, in terms of cultivation, you surpass me tenfold.
But in terms of human nature, you're much younger than me, and much simpler.
In the eyes of a thirty-something adult, things in this world are no longer that pure."
Seeing Gu Qingyi about to speak, Chu Keqing squeezed her palm: "No rush, let me finish first, okay."
She smiled again: "I'm very clear in my heart that Chen Yan has no affection for me.
Before I got involved with him, I watched him indulge himself for many days, watched him seek other women.
Yet he never took the final step, merely acting, trying things out. Later he told me not to keep watching him, saying it made him uncomfortable and hindered his refining heart.
I thought, since he's looking for a woman, why couldn't it be me.
Anyway, I wanted him; it's what I wanted, and it was enough to get him.
