Lilac
I decided to take a shower first before leaving for the sitting room again, and I made sure to dress in one of Sloan's shirts even though I still had my own clothes and didn't need to keep wearing his, but I did anyway cause it seems to always drive him crazy. I wanted tonight to end with me taking him inside of me, and I wished I had an idea of how to get the right mood again. I was way too awkward to even dare consider seduction, and I hated that I had no one to get pointers from right now.
As I fluffed up my hair right now while regarding myself in the mirror here in the bedroom, I stared at myself that it was gonna be fine, and that I'll just do whatever feels right. After all, Sloan wouldn't mock me even if I were to do something stupid, and that made my heart flutter little in my chest as I finally dropped it hands and went into the sitting room.
