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Chapter 4 - ....

The fluorescent lights of the bank flickered like dying stars overhead, a mimicry of the life force slowly draining from Claire Daniels as she pressed her trembling fingers against the keyboard. The night shift had eaten up eleven hours of her life—again—but she didn't complain. She never did. Complaining meant risking her job, and her job, in this desolate corner of her existence, meant survival. Each keystroke was a silent plea, a desperate incantation against the encroaching darkness of her reality.

The others had gone home hours ago, their cheerful goodbyes echoing hollowly in the cavernous space. Even the janitor, a kindly man with a perpetually tired smile, had left early, eager to catch his son's soccer game. Claire remained, a solitary figure amidst the silence, broken only by the dull, rhythmic hum of the air vents, a sound like the steady, monotonous beat of a dying heart. She was a ghost of someone who hadn't realized they were dead, tethered to a world that seemed determined to break her.

She told herself it was ambition, that staying late proved her unwavering commitment to a future she desperately craved. But that was a carefully constructed lie, a fragile shield against the brutal truth. It wasn't drive that kept her in that chair long after the others had vanished into the liberating night—it was desperation. The kind of desperation that squeezed her chest with an icy grip, a suffocating embrace born of past-due rent notices, a refrigerator that hummed emptier by the day, and the ever-growing stack of debts piling in her inbox. The loan sharks, predatory shadows lurking in the periphery of her mind, didn't forget birthdays; they celebrated them with menacing calls and escalating interest rates. And then, there was the ultrasound photo, tucked into her purse like a sacred prayer, a tiny beacon of hope and an unbearable burden all at once.

But above all, it was for Jordan.

Jordan, whose smile was not merely a curve of lips but a radiant carving in her very soul. Jordan, whose laugh, a melodious cascade of joy, could coax music out of even the most profound misery. Jordan, who had once looked into her eyes, deep and knowing, and told her, with a conviction that had sent shivers down her spine, that she was the only person who had ever truly seen him. He was the man she had sacrificed everything for, a living testament to a love she believed was unbreakable, an anchor in the turbulent seas of her life.

Their story began on a rain-soaked Friday evening two years ago, a cinematic moment etched into her memory with vivid precision. Her ancient, sputtering car, a relic of better times, had finally succumbed to its ailments, dying with a whimper on the side of Route 14. Claire had slumped against the steering wheel, tears blurring her vision, more from exhaustion than panic. Just when the sky cracked open above her, unleashing a torrential downpour that mirrored the tempest in her heart, a car pulled over, its headlights cutting through the darkening gloom like a promise.

He stepped out, a silhouette against the storm, all concern and effortless charm, holding an umbrella like a knight's shield. "You alright, miss?" he had asked, his voice a soothing balm against the chaos. She remembered that moment with an almost painful clarity: the swirling fog, the relentless rain, the way he had wrapped his worn, comfortable coat around her, a gesture of unexpected warmth. He had even joked, his eyes crinkling at the corners, that heroes never wore capes, only hoodies with beer stains.

He drove her home, waiting patiently for the tow truck to arrive, a silent, comforting presence in the flickering streetlights. He even paid the tow fee, a gesture of unexpected generosity that had stunned her into speechless gratitude. He never left.

Within three weeks, he was on her couch, a temporary fixture that quickly became permanent. A month later, he was in her bed, a warm, familiar weight beside her each night. He spun a tale of being between apartments, his roommate having unceremoniously kicked him out. Claire, blinded by an intoxicating mix of gratitude and burgeoning love, didn't hesitate—she opened her heart and her humble home, believing in the inherent goodness she saw in him. When he confessed to being between jobs, she merely nodded, a sympathetic understanding blooming within her. Everyone struggled, she reasoned. She believed in him, truly, because love, she passionately felt, wasn't supposed to be measured in salaries or résumés. It was a grand, sweeping emotion that transcended the mundane realities of life.

She fed him, ensuring his plate was always full, even when hers was sparse. She clothed him, buying him shirts and trousers, often at the expense of her own dwindling wardrobe. She covered his phone bills, ensuring he could always connect with the world, and gave him her Netflix password, a small act of intimacy in a relationship built on grander gestures. When her sister, always the pragmatic one, raised concerns, a worried crease forming between her brows, Claire brushed them off with a tired, dismissive smile. "You don't know him like I do," she'd say, her voice laced with a defensive tenderness. "He's just... figuring things out."

"You're building him," her best friend Elena warned one night, her voice heavy with concern, a half-empty bottle of wine between them. "But what's he building for you?" Claire's reply, delivered with a conviction that belied the gnawing doubts deep within her, was simple. "I'm building us."

And then, in a moment that felt like a dream spun from moonbeams and stardust, he proposed.

It was a lazy Sunday morning, the kind where sunlight streamed through the curtains, painting the kitchen floor in warm hues. She was barefoot, humming along to an old Adele song, the scent of fresh mangoes filling the air as she expertly sliced them. When she turned around, her heart nearly stopped. There he was—on one knee, a silver ring with a tiny, delicate stone glinting in his outstretched hand, his eyes glassy with what she truly believed was boundless love.

Her hands flew to her mouth, a gasp escaping her lips. "Are you serious?" she whispered, her voice trembling with a potent cocktail of disbelief and elation.

"I've never been more sure of anything," he replied, his voice thick with emotion, his gaze unwavering.

She collapsed into him, mango juice still clinging to her fingers, her head buried in his shoulder. She nodded yes, again and again, like a child begging for a miracle, for a dream she never thought would materialize.

They married fast, swept up in a whirlwind of intoxicating joy. There was no time to waste when happiness felt so fragile, so fleeting, as if it might vanish at any moment. Claire, with a fierce determination to make this dream a reality, paid for everything: the courthouse fees, the modest yet elegant cake, the simple, matching rings, even the "honeymoon" weekend at a quaint, slightly worn Airbnb that felt like a palace to her. She took out a substantial loan to cover the down payment on a modest three-bedroom house, a house Jordan had declared "perfect for our fresh start," his eyes shining with a future she so desperately wanted to believe in.

He still didn't have a job, but he kept saying he was close, his voice brimming with a tantalizing promise of imminent success. "I've got an interview next week," he'd tell her, his lips brushing her forehead, a soft, reassuring kiss. "Big things coming, baby." Claire wanted to believe, she had to believe. She had spent two years meticulously convincing herself this was love, that her innumerable sacrifices meant something, that they were building a life, brick by painstaking brick. And then, the ultimate affirmation, the test strip that turned positive, blooming pink with the promise of new life. She cried then, tears of joy and fear battling fiercely within her. A baby. A family. It was all coming together, a perfect tapestry woven from hope and sacrifice.

The house, a blank canvas of white walls and brown floors, became her sanctuary. She painted the nursery a soft, pale yellow, her strokes imbued with a quiet reverence. As she painted, tears streamed down her face, not from exhaustion, but from an overwhelming surge of pure, unadulterated happiness. This was it. This was everything.

One night, he held her swollen belly, his hand a warm, comforting presence. He whispered, his voice soft with a tender promise, "This baby's gonna have everything I didn't." Claire kissed him then, deeply, feeling the immense, almost suffocating weight of her love for him, for their burgeoning family.

But it all shattered on a Wednesday afternoon, the mundane normalcy of the day abruptly fracturing into a million jagged pieces.

He had forgotten his old tablet on the kitchen counter, a dusty, forgotten relic he claimed was broken. Claire rarely touched it, respecting his small, unspoken boundaries. But on this particular afternoon, a flicker of curiosity, an unbidden urge, prompted her to pick it up. As she wiped the accumulated dust from its surface and tapped the power button, the screen flickered to life with an unexpected, triumphant chime.

A message flashed across the lock screen, stark and terrifying:

> "Soon, baby. When she gives birth, we make our move."

>

Claire blinked, then blinked again, her mind struggling to process the impossible words, to reconcile them with the serene domesticity of her home. Her fingers, suddenly cold and clumsy, trembled as she swiped to unlock the tablet, a silent prayer forming on her lips, begging for this to be a mistake, a prank, anything but what her gut instinct screamed it was.

What she found was not just a collection of digital files; it was a graveyard of her own life, a meticulously documented chronicle of her betrayal. Hundreds of messages. Photos. Videos. Voice notes. All from a man named Elijah. Not a friend. Not a business partner. But Jordan's husband.

There it was, in plain sight, a cold, hard truth that struck her with the force of a physical blow—an out-of-state marriage license. Dated five years ago. A full two years before Jordan had ever stumbled into her life, before he had ever stood under that rain-soaked sky, an umbrella held aloft. She wasn't the wife. She was the other woman. The womb. The pawn in a monstrous, elaborate game.

And it wasn't just the betrayal, the agonizing realization that her entire life had been a carefully constructed lie. It was a plot. A chilling, meticulously planned scheme. They'd planned her death. Fantasized about it. Dissected it with the detached precision of a science project, each chilling detail laid bare in the cold, digital light of the tablet.

> "After the baby, she'll be too weak to fight."

> "We'll say it was post-partum psychosis. No one will question it."

> "You'll inherit everything. Then we disappear."

>

Claire sat on the cold kitchen floor, her hands protectively clasped around her swollen belly, choking on her own sobs, the agonizing truth burning a hole through her. Her scream, a raw, primal sound of anguish, never left her throat—it stayed stuck there like a toxic poison, festering and growing. The love of her life, the man she had given everything to, had been meticulously preparing to bury her alive, to erase her existence. And she, in her blissful ignorance, had been knitting tiny, innocent baby socks, dreaming of a future that would never be.

That night, he came home, the cloying scent of cologne that wasn't his clinging to him like a second skin. He smiled, a casual, untroubled curve of his lips. He kissed her temple, a familiar gesture that now felt like a viper's sting. He asked if she wanted Chinese or pizza, his voice light and unburdened. She chose Chinese, the words barely escaping her lips.

She watched him eat, the rhythmic chew of his jaw, the seemingly innocent enjoyment on his face, a grotesque pantomime. She wondered, with a chilling detachment, how many times that mouth had kissed Elijah after telling her he was "running errands," how many whispered intimacies had been exchanged at her expense. He laughed at something on the TV, a genuine, unforced laugh that now sounded like a mocking echo in her ears. Claire smiled faintly, a fragile mask over the burgeoning horror within her. She didn't sleep that night.

The days that followed were a haze of quiet dread, a surreal existence where she moved through the motions of her life, a silent actress in a play she desperately wanted to end. Claire smiled when she had to, her lips aching with the effort. She pretended, with every fiber of her being, that she didn't know her own execution had been scheduled, that she wasn't living on borrowed time.

But inside, something began to rot, a foul decay that spread from her heart to every cell of her body. She transferred every incriminating file from his tablet onto a flash drive, a tiny, invaluable weapon. She hid it, not in a locked box or a hidden compartment, but under the nursery carpet, a desperate act of defiance and a silent plea for justice for the unborn child within her. She reread every text, each word a fresh wound. She listened to every laugh they shared at her expense, the sound a venomous whisper that echoed in the dark corners of her mind.

They'd talked about her as if she were furniture, a disposable object, a defective product to be discarded once its purpose was served. Jordan wrote, with a callous disregard that made her stomach churn:

> "She's been more useful than I thought."

>

Elijah, his accomplice in this macabre dance, replied with an equally chilling indifference:

> "Just make sure she dies easy. I don't want drama."

>

Claire stopped eating. The thought of food, the act of nourishment, felt like a betrayal of the desolate wasteland her life had become. When Elena, ever the watchful friend, dropped by, her brow furrowed with concern at Claire's gaunt appearance, Claire lied, her voice hollow, claiming pregnancy made her nauseous. But she hadn't touched a full meal in days. Her cheekbones jutted out sharply, a testament to her dwindling weight. Her eyes, once bright and full of life, sunk deeper into their sockets, shadowed by an unspeakable sorrow.

One morning, her hand, almost as if guided by an unseen force, opened the kitchen drawer. The knife was waiting. Not a specific knife, just the knife, a silent, gleaming harbinger of fate. She picked it up, her fingers closing around the cold, smooth handle. It was heavier than she imagined, a surprising weight that settled in her palm. Cold. Absolute. A chilling certainty that mirrored the burgeoning resolve in her heart.

That night, she waited in their bedroom, the silence punctuated only by the frantic beat of her own heart. Jordan came in, slightly drunk, his cheeks flushed with the false glow of alcohol, oblivious to the storm brewing around him. Claire sat on the edge of the bed in her nightgown, the knife hidden behind her back, its cold presence a stark contrast to the deceptive warmth of the room.

"Do you love me?" she asked, her voice barely above a whisper, a fragile thread in the oppressive silence.

He blinked, a flicker of annoyance crossing his face. "What kind of question—?"

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