He" created us, but "He" didn't gave us a physical form or what, and the thing is, "He" also put us in deep sleep and we can only woke up when our destined physical body had been created so it means, we're create at the same day but woke up in completely different timeline and stuff. So we called those who woke up more earlier than us, as Ancestor.
We're calling "Him" as 'The one', though it's not really "His" name but because of how dangerous knowing something releted on "His" name and so, we start to called him with this nickname. 'The one' is the beginning and The End, "He" is the one who created everything. Within existence of "His" world. "He" created animal as normal as possible unlike those things in different world, "He" created the world as beautiful as possible, "He" created the sun as brilliance as possible to overdshind 'that thing', "He" created the moon in the night to guard us in unknown horror, And "He" created you human as identical as "Him" as possible, bestowing all of you the so called "Humanity".
Others may throw their Humanity, but at the end of the day, they just buried it deep within their Heart, others is saying, if you can killeda people, you would inevitably lose your humanity. But it's wrong, killing your same species doesn't necessarily mean losing a humanity, rather it would just hide again at the deepest parts of your heart, other is saying they abandoned their humanity, but they still have humanity even if they abandoned it.
others is saying they had loss their humanity by doing those evil things, but it's wrong, doing evil thing doesn't really removed your humanity, because it's still part of humanity
Humanity is made up of all human doing, human could potentially do Evil thing, because of greed,anger, jealousy,envy, psychological trauma, revenge,hatred, selfishness, ignorant and much more.
There's a saying, if there's a light, there's a shadow. If there's a life, there's a death. If there's a beginning, there's still an end, if there's a Good, there's an Evil. So following this logic, it means,there's no such a thing az perfect. All of the thing had its own flaw and if we think, someone doesn't have it, then it's just mean, it haven't been discovered yet.
Also other is saying those psychopath had no longer have humanity, but it's wrong, psychopath is also considered as parts of humanity.
Human couldn't removed the humanity "He" bestowed on them, they can only hide it, or buried it, pretend not to see, forget about it etc. but at the end of the day, they have still the so called humanity.
So now, what if you removed your own humanity? At first glance, it's impossible to do that because humanity could never be removed on you no matter what however,there's an exceptions here which is, The Garden of Eden, The promise land of God is such as one of those exception that could potentially removed the humanity, as for the reason? It's because the Garden of Eden is part of "Him".
And humanity is had came from "Him" so it's possible to removed your own humanity when your inside of "His" parts.
Remember those [cursed one], they are those creature who neither welcome in after life nor in materialistic world, evenin ethereal world, spirit realm or soul universe and banished world. They're not welcome. their only choice is to wonder the world for eternity and find their humanity by absorbing those people who become blessed, apostle,and favor. Or leaving the world "He" created"
Does that mean?, if you lose your humanity, you will become a cursed one? And because you become cursed, nothing "He" created would accept you?Kai asked in his mind while rial seemingly understand him and answer.
"Yes, losing the humanity is the same as losing our identity as "His" creation, and what do you think would happened the creature without any identity? They aren't going to be welcome by anyone even those Evil God would feel disgusted at them because of some unknown reason, and also, because they lost their only identity as "His" creation, the barrier "He" created as the protector from influence and authories of Evil God wouldn't considered him as a being "He" needed to protect so he will suffered in corruption for eternity by having exposed on the influence of those Evil Gods.
And the reason why I feel disgusted by the [cursed one] who show up at the auction, it's because I who represent the reality itself, and the reality is not welcoming that creatures because it's not "His" creation the reality would definitely felt really disgusted and I as a part of the reality, I will naturally feel the same thing"
Kai quikly grasp everything she said, after all, he's not a dump to begin with. Now that the marquis had no longer humanity, it means, he could now considered as [cursed one] and if those Evil Deity are truly disgusted on the [cursed one], they wouldn't answered the ritual of Divine descend no matter how complete the ritual is. So even if they didn't stopped him from doing the ritual, it would inevitably failed.
And the time when our survivability chance would increased is probably the same time he would trun into [cursed one] but is this coincidence or because of the book? Does the reason why he Haven't transform right now?. Is it because there's still no God that trying to corrupt him? Or because they haven't felt him becoming a [cursed one] because of the concealed world? Suddenly, Kai had an extremely bright ideas.
He looked at the towering moon that overlooking the world from high sky above, the moon look like staring at them but Kai and Sumian, even Michel bolo haven't felt the glared. Kai smiled at little as he slowly bent down his knees. While half of his attention is trying to reconnect with The Lord of The Silver.
A deep and incomprehensible voice rung in his mind, the voice is extremely mysterious and covered with mysteries, at the same time, it's ethereal and and full of lucidity.
[I would try to my best to keep both of you alive but don't expect too much, with Estriaos Barrier and me being tied up by these chain and thus, suppressing my strength and everything into 0, so I don't know if I can saved both of you but I can promise, if one of you die, I could at least used my connection to send you in the City of Silver]
Hey don't talk like we're going to die here, I'm still quite young and I don't want to die like this d*mmit he said in his mind.
"Alright" he replied on the entity, amd then "He" vanished like a ghost.
Kai slowly stick both of his hand together like he is praying in the church. His eyes is full of sincerity and reverence while rial is looking at him with curious gaze
"Hey what are doing?"
"Isn't obvious? I'm praying" after he replied, Kai spread both of his arm like he was going to embrace the Gods itself but naturally, all of this is nothing but a performance to look like a sencere believer, God can instantly see through this facade however getting the attention of God is his priorities and if someone is pretending to be their believers and knowing their full honorific name, naturally God would feel curiousity about that person which is his goal. Gods is like a bunch of bored old people after all, those Deity had life far longer than anything so anyone could grabbed their attention just by doing something that can at least relieve a little bit of their boredom.
"I'm praying to fast forward his pitiful life" Kai looked at the marquis who's still chanting those mysterious language and symbol while absorbing the pitch black liquid that come from his own body.
"That's pretty diabolical"
Rial quikly understand his intention, by praying on deity and landing their terrying corrupted gaze here, then it would definitely fastened his transformation into [cursed one].
[Cursed one] might be more dangerous and powerful than the current marquis, however, there is a big loophole on them. Such as, they can't interact with the person in the Materialistic world unless that person showed a sign of seeing him. And by exploiting this fact, they can survived. They more higher chance of surviving. But calling a literal Deity to rush the transformation might sound rashly for others but for Kai, he had already considered a lot of potential outcome and consequences by this decision.
Such as, dying. because of the miscalculation on how truly powerful the corruption contained in deity's gaze without the barrier that protecting him inside the Azik family household.
Running out of controlled, the marquis Verde might fly into rage after he speed up the transformation which is really dangerous considering their gap in grade existence which is pitifully huge.
Dying at the hand of Michel bolo, that madman might really killed Kai because he disrupt the ritual,marquis is doing. and he might possibly die here. After all, that lunatic doesn't care if he's a member of Azik family or what.
There is still few outcome that might happened however this three had the highest chance of happening.
As for whether would happened on other people after he tried to get the Gods attention, Kai need to bet on his hypothesis. Which is. They wouldn't waste their time on staring at the barrier outside, and
it's possible that the God would directly invade this dimension and peek at him. and If that happened, then there's will be no casualty outside of the concealed dimension.
However it's extremely risky, if something went wrong, countless people outside of the barrier could possibly die, a lot of people would lose their loves one. And if those highly skilled soldier really die, not just the family would suffered, even the Empire also. Especially right now, The Great Empire is in the middle of the war between the 7 Divine kingdom and the remaining Empire/kingdom in the whole continent, plus those black realm so it's really crucial for the Empire these talented soldier.
Kai slowly spoke, despite these risk factor, Kai is was still willing to bet. after all, life is no more than but a gamble if your not going to take the risk, you might lose the chance, if you choose to have a wife, it's also a gamble, whether both of you could stay together or not. Having a son/daughter is also gamble, whether what will they become in the future. Studying hard is also a gamble, perhaps, it might lead you on success or downfall. Dating is also a gamble, no one know what would the future of you two, even the word coming from our mouth is gamble, it might actually hurt someone without us noticing it. And even confessing on the person you love is considered as a gamble, after all, were not really sure if they would accept or not. So Every choice in life is always but a gamble, and the bet is our future that full of blurry image.
"Observer of present past and future; The creator of dimension: transcendant of space-time; The Guider of wrong path of long river of time
The all seeing observator "
(Author- His honorific symbolism is still not done but I run out of idea so I would just update it after I got some Idea)