Even though the other person is Yu Dou, whom she dislikes greatly.
But precisely because it is Yu Dou, she can say that if it were someone else, her affection must be buried underground forever, unseen by light.
She reached out to scratch her messy long hair, and a bitter smile appeared on her crimson lips.
"Once upon a time, when I was much younger, I would often follow him around with Xiao Chuan. Although he didn't really pay much attention to us, especially to me. Perhaps because I was a girl, he always felt it was troublesome.
At that time, I really wished I were a boy, so that I could play with him like Xiao Chuan did, accompany him without being disliked...
Later, when I hit puberty, I learned another meaning of like, and I was thankful that I was a girl. I thought that this way, I could like him, like him as a lover.
