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Chapter 45 - Chapter 45: Almost

The lecture ended, but no one moved.

Not really.

Chairs scraped slowly. Bags zipped. Voices returned—but softer than usual, like everyone was trying to stay close enough to watch without making it obvious.

Ava closed her notebook carefully.

Deliberately.

Beside her, Nicholas hadn't touched his.

He was watching her.

Not in that intense, overwhelming way he used to—like he owned the moment.

This was different.

Quieter.

Careful.

"Are you going to keep pretending I'm not here?" he asked.

Ava slid her pen into her bag before answering. "It's not pretending if it's true."

That landed.

She stood up.

He stood up immediately after.

Of course he did.

Ava exhaled slowly, steadying herself before turning to face him fully.

Big mistake.

Up close like this—standing, not separated by desks or distractions—he felt too real.

Too familiar.

Too much.

"You don't get to follow me around like this," she said, keeping her voice low but firm.

"I'm not following you," Nicholas replied. "We have the same class."

Ava tilted her head slightly. "And the same next class too?"

He didn't answer that.

Because they both knew the answer.

A flicker of something—annoyance, maybe something softer—crossed her face.

"Go back to your friends," she said. "That's where you're most convincing."

His jaw tightened.

"I told you, I didn't know—"

"And I told you," she cut in, stepping a little closer, "that not knowing doesn't make it better."

Silence stretched between them.

Thick.

Complicated.

Nicholas lowered his voice. "You think I'd let them talk about you like that if I knew?"

Ava didn't hesitate.

"Yes."

That one hit harder than anything else she'd said.

Because it wasn't just anger.

It was belief.

Nicholas stared at her, something breaking slightly in his expression. "You really think that little of me?"

Ava's gaze didn't waver.

"I think you care more about your image than you do about people," she said quietly. "Including me."

For a second, he had no response.

And that scared him more than anything.

Because part of him knew—

She wasn't completely wrong.

"Ava!"

The voice cut through the tension.

Both of them turned.

Chloe.

Of course.

She walked toward them like she had every right to be there, confidence stitched into every step. Her eyes flicked briefly to Ava—cool, assessing—before settling on Nicholas.

"You left your phone," she said, holding it up slightly.

Nicholas frowned. "How did you—"

"You forgot it in the room," she cut in smoothly, stepping closer.

Too close.

Ava noticed it instantly.

Of course she did.

The familiarity.

The ease.

Like this was normal for them.

Like Ava had just… interrupted something that already existed.

Something settled cold in her chest.

There it was.

The reminder.

Chloe handed him the phone, her fingers brushing his hand just a second longer than necessary.

"Try not to lose it again," she added lightly.

Nicholas barely reacted. "Thanks."

But Ava had already seen enough.

She stepped back.

Distance.

Space.

Control.

"I have somewhere to be," she said, her tone suddenly detached.

Nicholas looked at her quickly. "Ava—"

"Don't," she said.

Not harsh.

Just tired.

That hurt more.

She turned to leave—

"Ava."

He said her name again.

Softer this time.

Not trying to stop her.

Just… asking.

She paused.

Just for a second.

Her back still to him.

This was the moment.

The one where everything could shift.

She could turn around.

Hear him out.

Let him explain.

Let herself feel what was still there.

Because it was still there.

That was the problem.

Her chest tightened slightly.

Then—

She remembered the bus.

The laughter.

The messages.

Chloe sitting in that seat like it belonged to her.

Ava didn't turn back.

"Figure it out," she said quietly. "Just don't figure it out with me."

And then she walked away.

Nicholas didn't follow her this time.

He stood there, phone still in his hand, watching her disappear into the crowd.

Every instinct in him screamed to go after her.

To fix it.

To say something—anything—that would make her stop walking away like that.

But he didn't move.

Because for the first time—

He understood.

This wasn't something he could chase his way out of.

"You really messed that up."

Chloe's voice came from beside him again.

Nicholas didn't look at her.

"Yeah," he said quietly.

"I could help you fix it," she offered, her tone smooth, calculated. "You know I can."

That made him look at her.

Really look.

And whatever she saw in his eyes—

It wiped the confidence right off her face.

"No," Nicholas said simply.

Chloe blinked. "No?"

"I'm done letting you anywhere near this," he replied.

Her lips parted slightly. "You think this is my fault?"

"I think," Nicholas said slowly, "you enjoyed it."

Silence.

Sharp.

Uncomfortable.

Chloe's expression hardened. "Be careful, Nicholas."

"Or what?" he asked, his voice calm now. Certain.

She didn't answer.

Because for the first time—

He wasn't playing the same game anymore.

Across campus, Ava didn't stop walking until she was out of sight.

Only then did she slow down.

Her steps faltered slightly.

Her chest rising and falling a little too fast.

She pressed her lips together, forcing the feeling down.

She wasn't crying.

Not this time.

But something lingered.

Something softer than anger.

More dangerous.

She had seen his face.

He meant it.

Or at least—

He thought he did.

Ava exhaled slowly.

"Not enough," she whispered to herself.

And even though she kept walking—

There was a small, quiet part of her that knew the truth.

This wasn't over.

Not even close.

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