MIKO
My heart skips erratically.
Even after being together, even after making Jude mine, I don't think I will ever get over him. Over how he looks, how his eyes are looking at me, questioningly, waiting for me to say something.
How close he is to me, how I want to touch him, feel that he is real. Yes, I am infatuated by him, in love, and also, if that's possible, have a massive crush on him.
Jude feels … unreal most of the time. He looks and is so untouchable … unreachable, someone you cannot quite hold onto forever, but can grace you with their time for specific moments, and in those moments, he drowns you.
He owns you, takes all of you, and you are irrevocably his, until he looks away, and then you can breathe properly again.
That's how I feel whenever he looks at me. Whenever he asks me a question like this because I can't help but feel … chosen.
