“You are the centre of my world.” Miko’s whisper made me tremble.
“You have me now, you are not alone anymore. I will protect you unconditionally. Lean on me a little more.”
I wanted to, I ached to lose myself in him, but my heart, no, my dream was on the line.
Could I survive loving him?

I once had a dream- to be a rockstar, an idol. Fame seduced me each night I lay down. When it came, I grabbed its hand and never wanted to let go.
What I didn’t expect was who this dream came with.
Miko. The love of my life, the person who destroyed me and put me back in place. The person whom I shattered for when he called me beautiful. The person I cannot breathe without. The one person in this world whom I belong to.
He saw me, touched me in the deepest parts of me I didn't know existed, and loved all of me. I was too scared to turn towards him; how could it be possible for a person to love someone like this? Enough to risk their deepest desire?
All we ever wanted was to love each other. But the world wasn’t ready for us.
Or was it me who wasn’t ready for him?



*This is a work of fiction BL love story. It's a slow burn, characters are not perfect and this is purely a fictional, not perfect world.


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Things have been happening around me, to me, and yet … it has all felt like I am just sedated on a chair, and everything is a whirlwind around me while I remain there, staring blankly ahead, still in my head, and not knowing what to do.


I have been doing well in terms of work, though, despite the disassociation. Right now, I can confidently say I am doing well workwise but terribly in my personal life. Ever since …


Ever since Andre and I … I don't even know what to call what we did, because I don't know what to call it. I can't say that I have been at peace, feeling good about myself, ever since that day, because that memory has turned into a worm that is eating and piercing my heart every single moment.


Chapter 171 - DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME