Nicole~
He was avoiding me.
I could not really blame him for reacting the way her did but it was really just a silly mistake. I had not actually meant to attack him. I was just so angry and frustrated.
When he found out I had powers, he was amused by me but after I attacked him, the amusement in his eyes turned to fear. I did not want him to be scared of me, I wanted him to know that I would never intentionally choose to hurt him. He was my person.
But I had not seen him since that day.
And I had not made any progress with Baurbius either.
My mother had also not called me to the white room since that day. It was safe to say everyone was steering clear of me for a while.
Everyone except Mei.
I should have loved the silence, the peace that came with it but instead, it suffocated me. I felt so useless and unwanted and I had no one to talk to about my feelings. I certainly could not talk to Leah, I did not want to.
