ARIA
The silence after Ash's words was louder than anything I'd ever heard.
It hollowed me out.
I couldn't breathe. My chest hurt so badly it felt like my ribs were splintering, stabbing inward. And in that suffocating stillness, I remembered. That dream. The boy. Green eyes like Kael's, a smile that could've lit the world, climbing into our sheets as if he belonged there. My son. My maybe. My never.
The thought stabbed through me, so sharp I had to curl into myself to hold it in, to survive it.
My heart wouldn't stop breaking.
Ash shifted closer, panic in her voice. "Aria, hey... don't do this, please. Just breathe. Focus on resting, okay? Don't think about it now."
But how could I not? What if I hadn't been so careless? What if I'd noticed sooner? That my period had been absent for months. What if I hadn't pushed him away? What if I wasn't me?