ARIA
He was shaking.
Quiet sobs trembled through his body like aftershocks, muffled into the crook of my neck where he clung to me like I was all he had left in the world.
And maybe, for this moment, I was.
I didn't know what to do with him... this boy who recently had been light in the middle of all my shadows, this boy who joked too much and laughed too loud and still managed to be the only softness I had when the world went sharp.
Sylas was crying.
Because of me.
And I couldn't even cry back.
God, what kind of person did that make me?
My fingers moved through his hair. Slow. Repeating the motion over and over like it might calm the both of us. I didn't know how to speak, not when my throat was thick and my heart was in knots.
I wish he hadn't fallen for me.
I really, really wished he hadn't.
Because I couldn't change my heart,
And because Sylas didn't deserve a mess like me.