Sometimes I miss the moments we had, the memories we made that still aren't forgotten
The times you were with me when I hit rock bottom
The days you were a comfort without even speaking
All the time's we spent talking without even thinking
Sadly we can't have those moments anymore
Because I had to leave you behind and I shut the door
Did it without even thinking twice
That's how much my heart turned to ice
But my frozen heart's still triggered by your name
And I'm not sure who to blame
Is it you, me or fate?
But whoever it is brought hate
Not that I hate you, I hate thought of you
I hate the fact that I miss the time you gave a part of my life hue
Most of all I hate that I still love you
Now I'm revisiting rock bottom but you're not here to pull me up
You're not here to comfort me saying I'm enough
Saying it myself sounds like reassurance of a double minded person
Though wishing you were here is more like poison
We're like winds that met by chance, that have a fifty to one percent chance of meeting again
Because if we do it'd cause harm beyond compare making us both lose the peace we've gained
So I guess it's best you stay in memory lane
For us to avoid any further pain