Sometimes separation is necessary cause my mind wasn't a safe place when I was with you
My demons always sounded louder than two
I was absolutely dysfunctional didn't know where to go or what to do
But I never blamed you not even for a second
I always said I was disturbed because of me disturbing you
Little did I know it wasn't true
You were the whole reason my world was blue
Your love shattered my peace into pieces that couldn't be mended
Well so I thought because being without you has left me tremendously perfect
Your presence wasn't essential in my life but it was necessary for me to learn not to make the same mistake twice
I should have chosen being loved over loving
But again I was extremely stupid
Being separated from you has given me joy
The type of joy that comes when you've achieved your dreams with the person you planned
When life is going well and you don't have to second doubt everything
You taught me a lesson and I'm thankful for that but I'm not thankful for the pain you put me through
I've been left with scars that I doubt will heal
But I guess eventually they will
Because as they say time heals everything
I'm slightly healing because I no longer miss you though unfortunately I still love
But I know I'll get over it the same way you got over me.