"Miss Sayuri, here are the papers you requested..." A servant says as he hands me a stack of papers that I would normally leave for others to do.
'...Is this always so boring?' There's so much, I never realized I had so much information to check to avoid causing problems, usually a bunch of heralds would come together to do the work that I just toss around.
'Why am I making an effort for this?' I don't understand why I'm trying to do my job, am I really just doing it because of Shizune and what she said?
"..." I don't feel good without Yui, we had a fight and now she's gone...my last conversation with her was a fight, and that's giving me a bad case of the jitters.
"She's my sister now..." I think about everything she said to me, those horrible things I can't defend myself against, Yui really disappeared because of me, I knew the risks, but I was too petty.