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{ Her Lifetime request; Ye lin be my boyfriend. }
I stared at her and I was not sure where the
conversation was headed to
"Then, do you believe that I'm a girl? Do you believe
me without any verification?"
"Verification? How would I verify?"
I asked in a bad mood.
"It's best if you believe me, but if you don't, Ill let
you... touch... my newly born breasts..."
It was as if she was discussing about new born
puppies or kittens.
It's like when your pet has kids, you have to show it
off to everyone so they would say words of praise
like 'so cute'.
How much common sense does she lack? Does she
not know that she cannot say those dangerous
words in front of the opposite sex?
"Huh? Do you think growing breasts is something
amazing?"
"Yeah..."
She actually admitted it unabashedly.
After she saw my expression of disgust, she lowered
her head in a hurry and apologized:
"I'm sorry! Ill reflect on it! I bullied you all year long
like a devil, now I'm speaking without any sense of
shame... You mustn't dislike me!"
No, if we are talking about my feelings towards you,
rather than dislike, it is more on the level of 'hatred.
Worst of all, you became a girl, and all my
motivation for revenge is gone. What was all my
effort and hard work for?
I was filled with frustration and endless emptiness."Forget it, I'll consider our issues to be settled as
long as you return brother Optimus Prime. It's the
big red truck robot!"
She he had a stunned look on her face. Don't tell me
she won't be satisfied with such a generous offer?
"Can you give me a bit more time?" She pleaded
while looking pitiful.
"I actually have a lot I want to say to you.. Don't
worry, Ive properly kept all the toys I took from
you. If you listen to the end, Ill return all of it!"
I breathed a sigh of relief after I heard brother
Optimus Prime was safe and sound.
Since she told me she would return all of it, or so I
childishly thought, I nodded my head.
She burst into a smile like a criminal on death
penalty who just received a suspended sentence.
There were even tears of joy in the corners of her
eyes."Thank you, I'm realy sorry.. I was so happy after I
received your letter that I wasn't able to get any
sleep.."
There are indeed dark circles under her eyes.
"Happy? Shouldn't it be scared? Are you not worried
that I would beat you until your face turns swollen,
and your mother won't even recognize you?"
"No, the Ye Lin I know won't do that. But... It can't
be helped if I'm treated that way. At that time, Ill
close my eyes and receive punishment to atone for
my sins"
What? Eyes closed while lying on the ground so I
can hit you? Is that the deeply moving final battle
with the Little Tyrant that I have envisioned
numerous times? Why does it feel so sad? Why do I
have a sudden urge to cry!
"I know it's useless no matter how many times I
apologize... But back then, I was tall and strong
because of my genes, I wasn't like a girl at all. Since I
wasn't welcome among girls, I pretended to be a boy
to play with the guys... I used my superior physiqueto bully a lot of people, especially you, s... I'm
sorry, I'm sorry!"
She looks sincere based on her posture when she
apologized.
"It's fine, you don't have to apologize anymore. Our
business would be settled anyway once you return
my toys, why do I have to forgive you?"
"No, you have to forgive me!" Her tone was firm.
"It's because... I have an important request. If you
don't agree, my sickness will never be cured!"
"Sickness? What's wrong?"
I was surprised that I was actually concerned about
her wellbeing.
"Um... You should know that I don't have any
characteristics of a girl because I've spent a long
time as a boy. At one time I even questioned my own
gender, and I've had thoughts of living the rest of my life as a boy. I had a lot of fun playing with you
guys back then. Since the boys even played
perverted games like 'monkey stealing peaches, I
had to stuff socks in my panties to prevent from
being exposed... In the end, the breasts that I
thought would never grow, finally came out.."
"Stop talking about panties and breasts! I'm already
feeling embarrassed for you! Hurry and tell me your
sickness."
"Okay... I started to have suspicions about my
gender after my breasts grew, it was serious to the
point where I couldn't see anyone. If it was as a boy,
I already thoroughly understand males, but if it was
as a girl, I suddenly realized that I have no idea how
to interact with males my age... The doctor said if
this keeps up, I might develop gender identity
disorder.."
"Where did you find this quack doctor! You already
had gender identity disorder! You already had it
ever since you stole Transformers when we were
sİx vears old"Okay, so it's just gender identity disorder? I thought
it was an incurable terminal illness! Wait, why
should I be worried about this guy's health?
"But... The doctor said that if I'm not cured, I won't
be able to accept my real gender in the future, and I
might marry a female.."
"What kind of damn doctor is that! China doesn't
even allow same-sex marriages! Please don't make
irresponsible predictions!"
"Well, in order to not break any laws, I've decided to
proactively treat my sickness."
"Treatment? How would you treat it?"
"My... My main symptom is that I'm afraid of boys
the same age as me, but there's one person I'm not
afraid of..."
Are you talking about me? Are you not afraid
because you used to step on me?"However, since we've never seen each other for a
while, I thought he forgot about me... But I received
a letter from him yesterday.."
"I'm really... really happy.."
She rushed towards me without any prior
indications, and her face was filled with courage.
I was almost scared to death. I subconsciously
thought she was going to hit my eyes, so I covered
my face in a hurry. Unexpectedly, she hugged onto
my waist.
Under the force of inertia, my back hit the thick
banyan tree.
"What.. are you doing?"
I looked down and her face was a deep shade of red,
it literally could not get any redder.
"Ye Lin, please be my boyfriend!""This is my life's request! !!"
She looked at me like Bambi and awaited my reply.
I was torn by grief and almost bit off my tongue to
commit suicide.
I struggle to escape from her embrace, but it was
futile. It seems she is using all her strength based on
her physique.
"Stop joking around! I don't even know your name!"
"I'm Ren XiaoQin! The same Qin as the Qin from
celery! Now you know! Please give me a reply! I
won't let go if you don't give me a reply!"
She buried her head in the folds of my clothes and
hugged me even tighter.
"Don't tease me! Are you saying you bullied me
before because you liked me?""That's right! I'm a bad girl who bullies the boy I like!
Please give me a reply!"
What kind of fucking development is this! It should
have been a shocking battle that shook the heavens
and the earth, how did it become a soap opera?
"Let go! It'll be bad if we're seen!"
"I'm not afraid of being seen! I've already used up
my lifetime of courage in order to say that line!"
Xiao Qin held tightly to my clothes and her body
shook intensely.
She seemed to be extremely scared. | have never
seen anyone scared to this extent.
She was like a scared little rabbit, with red eyes
from crying, who jumped into your arms begging for
your protection.
I almost couldn't help but immediately agree to her
request."It's the instinct of a male, right? We don't have any
resistance to a girl's tears.
"It's not like you can't be my girlfriend..."
At least, that's what I was planning to say.
But before I said more, I remembered the
resentment I have held in my heart for all these
years. The humiliation I felt being kicked in a
river and looking like a drowned rat, having my
chair snatched and breaking my butt, having my
Optimus Prime snatched away with an evil grin...
Thus I changed my sentence into:
"Being your boyfriend -- that's impossible!"
"Wh- why?" Xiao Qin had a look of despair.
"No reason! It's just because I don't like you!" In
order to make her give up, I emphasized the disgust
in my tone."Hit me, kick me, you can even spit on me... Can you
do everything I've done to you before?"
No, you don't need to do that, please let me go! It's
too awkward!
Xiao Qin's shoulders began to tremble, then it
increased in intensity. Finally, she turned around
and started to bawl.
"Sure enough, it's still because
girl!"
She ran away while weeping.
I'm not a real
I could not express the feeling in my heart as I
gazed at her weeping figure disappearing into the
fog.
It turns out my old nemesis was not called Ren Wo Xing.
A girl called Xiao Qin was hurt by my rejection. She ran home crying the whole way, she might even
have sad tears roll down her face in her dreams.
Why do I have such an intense feeling of guilt?
But she is the Little Tyrant! An evil tyrant, the root
of all evil, a villain who even torments me in my
nightmares!
Will I still see her again?
The matter with Xiao Qin still bothered me after
returning to the house where my dad and I live.
"Hey, hey, you didn't expect that, right? The shota I
bought increased in value again!"
The door to my old man's room was not closed. He
was sitting in front of the computer while having a
scary discussion with a client.
Of course, my dad is nota child trafficker. Although
he's useless, he has not fallen to that extent.
Because he was not able to endure the shock of
being divorced from my mother, he fell from the
position of a university lecturer to someone who
raised me by depending on income from an online
store.
Normally, I should be grateful my father, right?
My mother eloped with a foreign teacher at her
university before I even turned one month old, her
whereabouts are still unknown. Even if I see ny
dad's old treasured photo of a woman smiling
sweetly, it's completely incapable of making me feel
the warmth and comfort of a mother My dad's not short, he should be 183cm, but his legs |
are a bit short (I'm also the same type). He looks
educated with his black-framed glasses, like a
university lecturer. He also treats me very well, he
doesn't tell me what or what not to do, instead he
speaks to me at a equal position like friends.
Yet, I'm still not satisfied with this dad? I believe a
lot of people will call me greedy.
But, my dad's Taobao store is too embarrassing!
Censored products. I mentioned it once before, to
be specific, he sells tools that satisfy abnormal
sexual desires to failure otakus who don't want to
get involved in society.
For example, H manga, onaholes, prostate vibrators,
bishoujo figurines with skimpy clothing, love pillows
with a naked cat-ear girl in a shy pose, and
inflatable love dolls...
Once, my dad mysteriously made a promise that if I
can score in the top 15 of my class (my class has a
total of 44 people), he would let me pick anyproduct from his online H store.
"I recommend an onahole! The R20 model has
pretty good reviews!" He suggested with a wretched
appearance.
I refused the old man with chills going down my
back.
There are not many boys my age who do not like H
goods. No matter what, I do not want my dad to
know what H goods I buy, not to mention using an
onahole my dad gives me.
Sometimes, having a father who is an even bigger
pervert than yourself, where he even comes to you
to discuss new H sites, gives you headaches.
Also, my dad was never like this before.
He only slowly degenerated to this state after being
discarded by my mother.
"Huh? You don't like that S&M book? How about thisbook, The Three Sows'?" The sound of my dad's
voice could be heard once again.
I helped my dad close the door to his room while
filled with feelings of disgust.
I'm also a boy in puberty, so I can't deny that the
stacks of H goods were once extremely alluring. But
every time I see my dad carelessly show a lonely
expression, I get scared to death of females.
On more than one occasion, my dad has locked
himself in his room, sobbing and screaming a
woman's name, while he was drunk.
I guess it should be my mother's name? A mother
who can abandon her own son without the slightest
bit of hesitation, yet my ruined father is still unable
to forget her.
What a destructive power!
That's why even though my school has a lot of
beautiful girls, not one of them can give me a good
impression.- I know they have venom deadlier than a cobra.
That's why cherish the memory of exchanging
blows with the Little Tyrants, it was an intense and
pure time. On the other hand, when Ren XiaoQin
asked me to be her girlfriend in a gentle voice, I
could feel the venomous fang hidden behind her
smile.
The doorbell rang, it was the food that my dad
ordered. I glanced at the dining table and I found
the tea can where my dad kept the change and
handed it to the delivery man.
"It's time to eat!"
After being called more than three times, my dad
reluctantly left his computer and came out to eat a
box of rice with meat and vegetables.
My dad was reading a manga while eating.
"Don't read while eating!"The role of father and son was completely reversed.
"Oh right, do you still remember Auntie Ren who
lived in that complex with us before we moved?"
"Oh, our neighbor? I remember! She was smoking
hot! Look! Doesn't she look like this character?"
He raised his manga to show me a nude woman who
just came out of the bath.
"Stop messing around!" I wanted to snatch away the
manga, but my dad nimbly avoided it.
"Dad, how much do you know about Auntie Ren's
kid...?"
I pretended I was not fervently awaiting for a reply.
"Oh, that tomboy who used to fool around every
day! I think... she was called Xiao Qin! She didn't
have an ounce of femininity, how is she going to get
married when she's older!"My dad sighed as he shoveled food into his mouth.
So my dad already knew Xiao Qin was a girl! Was I
the only one who was completely in the dark?
When I was bullied by the Little Tyrant before, I
always said the injuries were because I tripped due
to my pride. I also said I accidentally lost my toy
robots... If just told my dad once after being
bullied that many times, he would have told me that
Xiao Qin was a girl, and I wouldn't have had this
misunderstanding for this long!
I felt even more angry and depressed. I returned to
my room without saying another word to take an
afternoon nap.
Damn Little Tyrant! Forced me to get up so early on
the weekends, we didn't fight, and I wasn't able to
save brother Optimus Prime. What a failure.
After glancing at the exercise equipment under my
bed, I felt like an idiot... I can't feel the burning excitement anymore,
well become a lazy person.
might as
Didn't Xiao Qin say she stayed holed up in her house
for three years? Wouldn't your muscles atrophy if
you don't leave the house for three years? She lost
the Little Tyrant's strength, right? Also, is it okay if
you don't go to school for three years? Now thatI
brought it up, I have no idea which school the Little
Tyrant went to. Was she home schooled?
Damn it! Why do I keep thinking about her?
Not only did the Little Tyrant disturb my afternoon
nap, I couldn't sleep well at night either.
I wish I can viciously beat the Little Tyrant my
dreams, So I can release some of my anger. As a
result, when I succeeded and knocked him to the
ground, his sinister face disappeared before I was
about to release another one hundred punches.
It turned into Xiao Qin's face, the one I just saw
today.
Snow-white skin, long eyelashes, large misty eyes,
and soft and light pink lips...
"Hit me, hit until your anger is gone..." Xiao Qin said
as she turned her head and laid out her body like a
fish on a chopping board.
I woke up from the dream with a scream. The
display on the fluorescent clock by my bedside: It
was currently 3:00am.
I actually had a physiological reaction. I had a
physiological reaction to the Xiao Qin from my
dream.
No, it's just a coincidence. It's a natural reaction for
a boy in puberty at 3am. I should be able tot settle
down after using the washroom.
I will never have any feelings for Xiao Qin. There is
only one reason she is constantly in my mind, and
it's because she still has not returned brother
Optimus Prime.
That's definitely the reason.If you make me a delicacy like they do in manga, I'll
intentionally spit it out after one bite and say it's
worse than animal feed.
If you are conversing with another girl, I'll
intentionally get closer to that girl and ask her out
to see a movie.
Basically, I'm going to beat her at her own game and
bully her!
Don't blame me, you were the one who declared war
first. You forced me to do this.
I was finally able to fall asleep after making my
decision.
The snake known as Xiao Qin wants to inject poison
called "love" into my body, it's clear she's delusional.
I am so Smart.