Two weeks later
Alanna
It's been two weeks since I turned 18 and my life got ruined.
The icing on the cake was when I found out that I would be staying with the new Haven pack till Ethan, Sky and Uncle Luke were found. Life was basically meaningless to me.
I did not understand how they had not been found, I was so scared that they too were lost and I would have no family to call mine.
Thoughts of just killing myself crosses my mind many times but that wasn't acceptable in the red blood pack. I couldn't be weak. I needed to find out what was blocking Nessa from merging with me and allowing me to shift.
It was clear when Blake had informed his pack of his rejection and my inability to shift. I started getting treated like an Omega slave even if I was the daughter of one of the strongest Alpha's in the territory.
If my Dad was still alive, my inability to shift would not have been a problem, my pack was so respected and powerful that no one could stand against my dad but now they all took the opportunity now that he was gone.
I had no idea what I had done to deserve all this misfortune on me. If I had offended the moon goddess in someway that I couldn't recall and what I could do to just sleep and then find out that all of it was just a dream and everything was back to normal.
But now it seemed this was my normal, I had no family, I had not mate, and worst of all, I could not even shift like every other wolf.
"Ringgggggggggggg", I jerked as my phone rang startling me out of my thoughts. I picked the phone seeing the call was from Kira, I answered it.
"Hey girl, I've been so worried about you. How are you?" Karla said over the phone, her voice not as excited as usual.
"I don't know, I feel nothing but everything also", I chuckled sadly "and worst of all , I have to deal with Blake and his pack , I wish Ethan and Sky could come back already" I muttered as a tear rolled down my cheek and I hastily wiped it away.
" Oh goddess, this was so awful and I really did speak to my parents about it but you know how arrogant the alpha of my pack could be, alpha Zach blatantly refused my parents request even if my father is his third. I feel really bad that I can't do anything while you suffer, girl. This is the most awful thing ever, losing your whole pack, not getting a wolf and getting rejected on the same there and I can't even help you out. It sucks so much." Karla said sadly,as I heard sniffles from her
"I'm getting by, I'm okay, just attend school for the both of us and get the mundane rumours that you are always so fond of. Once Sky returns, everything will be okay and I'm pretty sure he would be returning very soon, immediately he hears what happened" I told Karla adding a little smile to my voice to sound convincing at least.
"Okay then, gotta run, I'm already late, I'll call you as soon as I'm back. Okay???. And stay safe" Karla called out as she disconnected the call
I flipped my phone and laid down facing the wall as tears flowed freely down my cheeks.
It hurt too much to hold back all the tears.
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I must have fallen asleep, because when I opened my eyes, it was dark outside and I had missed all the meals of the day.
My stomach growled in protest as I walked down the creaking stairs to find something to eat, ignoring all the stares and murmurs thrown my way.
I was not naive to think that everyone was sympathetic towards me.
I knew little of the pack business and I knew how messy things were between my pack and the lower packs like this one. I knew that most of the looks thrown my way was of mock disdain. People were glad at the downfall of my pack.
I walked stealthily into the kitchen trying to draw little attention to myself when I suddenly bumped into Blake.
"What the fuck is wrong with you", he growled gripping my hand tightly.
"You are hurting me", I muttered desperate to get away from him, being close to him hurt even worse that when I was far from him.
Nessa whimpered at the close proximity, she yearned for him, I too yearned for him but he had rejected us, he had done to the the worst thing that could be done to a female wolf. I had no rights over him anymore.
Suddenly he grabbed me and flipped me around and my butt pressed against his crotch , his hot breath fanned my neck, tickling the little hairs at the nape of my neck , my breath came out shakily
"Why do you keep trying to seduce me, Alanna, I have rejected you, don't you get it or are you so pathetic" Blake said biting down at my shoulder.
I let out a breathy moan " I want nothing to do with you either, let me go", I said, my voice shaky, we both knew that I was just lying and that I wanted him so badly.
"That is what you say but I bet that your panties are soaked you whore ",Blake growled pressing me against him till there was no space at all between us.
"That is not true." I muttered, knowing fully well it was a lie, my body was responding to the touch of my mate.
I could feel Nessa's excitement.
Blake's hand grabbed my breasts, his thumb flicking my nipple, and squeezing it between his thumb and finger. I arched my back , desperate to receive more of his touch, my nubs were already hard
His other hand grabbed my butt whilst his fingers played with my nipples, I let out a breathy moan.
"Please" I whispered.
"Beg me to touch you, beg my little whore" Blake growled into my ear, his fingers trailing up my thigh at the edge of my panties.
"Please" I whispered breathlessly
"Please what?" He asked me
"Please touch me" I moaned as his lips latched onto my nipple.
His finger slipped into my panties, entering into my soaked pussy, he began to move the finger. He buried his nose into my neck, his finger moving inside me as I chased the pleasure.
I let out a moan as his fingers spasmed inside me.
My knees buckled as he fingered me. I held my breath as his fingers slid against my wet pussy and waves of pleasure jolted through me.
"Fuck" I tightened my hand around his hair and he let out a groan, his fingers going even at a faster speed.
His fingers continued to move faster in me as his mouth continued to pick, suck and graze all over my skin.
He pushed two fingers inside me and I whimpered as his palm worked against the spot that ached for him.
My legs trembled and buckled but he held me up leaning me on the counter and not letting mee fall .
A deep ache began to build in my lower stomach and I felt like I was about to come apart.
My hand tightened on him and my thighs clamped around his fingers.
"Let go whore" he growled as his fingers curled inside me, immediately I had no choice and I came apart.
Pleasure like I had never felt rushed through me and I was thrown over the edge.
It took me a while to get my breath and when I looked up at the smile on his face, I realised what I had actually done.
He stuck his fingers that had just been inside me into his mouth sucking on it and looking at me with lidded eyes.
"You came unto me just like the whore you are even despite rejecting you. You are throwing yourself on me. Did you hear how you pleaded and begged me to touch you. That is where your station is, a wolf that can't shift is merely a weak servant Omega" Blake said with a cruel smile on his face.
Without thinking , I raised my hand and slapped him across the face.
"I, Alanna Carrington of the Red Blood Pack accept your rejection Blake Knight of the New Haven Pack". As soon as I uttered those words Nessa whimpered but she knew it was for the best.