It's obvious that everyone has a gift. No matter how strange or useless it is, it's still a "gift". Something that I haven't figured out yet even though I'm already 11. What is mine? Why does it never show no matter how hard I try? People like me are called "The Weak" What kind of name even is that? Gifts or simply just superpowers are merely flexes by some kids, the ability to manipulate water? Pfft. Unoriginal and was already owned by many other older people from history, so what if you can manipulate and bend them? You can't even win a fist fight if your life depended on it!
They- or should I say WE aren't humiliated or looked down. We are still seen as equal. I'm wondering how that works when all the books I read have them bullied. Mother says I'm just too young to understand that this world has agreed for world peace. Like it's obvious, like I'm the one who's strange. "Terra is peaceful" they say. It's honestly...
Boring.
And it sounds so fake. Why would a world agree on something so... repetitive? An endless loop of school, hobbies, routine. What even is life? I don't have anyone to wake up to. Even if I'm "the weak" and everyone lives in "harmony"... couldn't they have like- I don't know? Something actually interesting? Science, mathematics, history — They all say it matters when in the end, nothing ever does, does it?! Geniuses are the only ones that's looked up to in Terra. The only thing that stands out for this pathetic existence is political matter where arguments start.
... In the end nothing 'matters' anyway.
- Jane Rosie (19th January XXXX)
"Ugh... what a waste of pages. It took me three pages to write this? Seriously?.. like okay- I get it. I'm frustrated and they say to write it if I can't really express it! Why do they all not listen?! I can't believe that they worship peace so much that- the capability to think about hardships or just- negativity are non-existent? They're all like childrens refusing to believe santa clause isn't real... like what? It's so unbelievably stupid."
Jane shuts the diary with a soft thud.
3 pages, and for what?
The world of Terra is peaceful.
...Too peaceful.
They chose peace —
They always choose peace.
Like what even is the point of all this-
"Jane. Now."
Jane groaned as another wave of frustration hits her.
Right.
5 a.m.
School.
She clicked her tongue as she headed for the shower.
Why is her sister so strict despite her being only a child?
It's a wonder. Truly.