The saying goes.
When you feel pressure and think you're about to get depressed, the first thing you should do is not determine that you're sick.
But first see if the people around you giving you pressure are really insane!
Although she is the most loyal weapon cultivated by the Church, Bright Light is not devoid of her own thoughts. With age, some inexplicable worries have been entangling her.
And today, in the Sain Dungeon, successfully pressured into bursting out the "selfish" attribute, she finally understood what the worries entangling her were—
"Why do I have to believe in Holy Light?"
"Why am I following the Archbishop's instructions?"
She stood still and talked to herself. These questions had never crossed her mind from childhood to adulthood, as if a chain tightly bound her thoughts, preventing her mind from wandering to these questions.
But today, the arrival of pressure opened the door to a whole new world for her.