"Ahh"
Father, Mother...
Did you ever imagine your son would end up coughing up this much blood?
If you were here right now,
I wonder ... what kind of expressions would you show me?
Would you grieve for me?
Would you cry for me?
I was suffering.
I was terrified.
"I'm afraid.."
The fact I could still laugh even after all the beating I'd taken ..
it revealed just how much I had changed from the person I once was.
Father, Mother, if you could see me now...
Would you even recognize me as your son?
Even I no longer clearly remember the man I was two years ago.
What I had become wasn't that foolish writer who once penned some dumb novel,
nor was I truly Frey Starlight.
I was merely a third existence, lost on a path with no return.
I stood once more, stepping toward Snow,
leaving bloody footprints behind me.
There were too many things weighing on my mind.
Far too many.
But the one thing I knew for certain ..
was that I missed them.
