We never had a peaceful conversation...only unresolved argument.Now that I think about it, there is no convincing reason why we were together for the time being. Even it was worse than being toxic!
This is unquestionably toxic conversation after he had checked on me a week ago I mean He has made a phone call on Monday November 2/2017.
His call was surprisingly unexpected and shocking,it was around 12:07Am in the morning while he called me unfortunately I didn't answer the first since my phone was silent but when I called him back owing to his previous call my number was blocked? He called me after 2 hours while I was eating my breakfast***I left the dish served not because of appeasement , appetite has gone... I answered and we said Hello to each other, he asked one question "still you have not completed your study when will you graduate from collage? "
This was more irritant than any other question... A person who didn't care about me and just had left me at any cost asked about my success how can be it fair?It is really painful ... I didn't know why he asked me that nor why he called me !
Anyway I answered,no even I don't know when it will be ...!
and I said "If you allow me I will call you later "
no other conversations a head call was ended ...!
No word can do justice for my discomfort !
Then a new ''Pain" started ***5 days later I texted him in such a way...on Saturday !
Me: Matty?
Matt: Oh
Me: How are you?
Matt: I'm fine, how are you?
Me: I'm fine!
Matt:.....
Me: bye
Matt:...
Me: Sorry
Matt: Why?
Me: Because I'm talking to you!
Matt: You're starting to get angry.....If you think it's wrong to talk, shut up!
Me: Crisis...
Matt: Thank you.
Me: Why?
Matt: For insults.
Me: Don't be upset...
Mati: There is such a thing as a gossip, there is no reason for this kind of talk among us....Try to talk peacefully.
Me:.. Did you call me by mistake?
Matt: When is it?
Me: Monday
Matt: Now that I think about it, it's wrong.
Me: Was it right then?
Matt: I thought about it, I didn't call you by accident or by mistake... but my call may not be right.
Me: It was shocking for me... I was in the hospital so I didn't ask you well... I thought you were upset when I talked to you now... I said sorry.
... Worse, you wrote something else / I was in the hospital there at Bulcho Hospital to take care of the baby after giving birth to Cs!/
Matt: Is the hospital for work?
I'm a medical student for education... but I don't want to talk about it because there's a matter I don't want to talk about.
Mati: If you are fine, it is peace.
Me: It's Peace.
Mati: I called you to say hello...not to argue!
Me: Isn't it? Amazing!
Matt: What?
Me: Calling you!
Matt: What's strange...
Me: I don't think you have my number...
I think you forgot my existence...
How can I not be surprised if I think like this?
Mati: I have your number, but I forgot you.
Me: Is it?
The time of chaos is not over.
Matt: How?
Me: No reason.
A controversial issue
Matt: It's true!
Me: Is there anything we can talk to you about now?
Matt: What do you mean?
Me: Shall we say goodbye?
Matt: Oh
Me: Goodbye!
Maybe we can't talk.
Matt: Well, hello!
Me: Amen Peace be upon you.
It ended... but there were many feelings that I felt... They were not peaceful and healthy... My morning was ruined and my appetite was gone... I had no desire to study or read. I had a bad feeling!
My Pain got more worse and worse as time goes... Even I started insulting him after saying good bye!
Saturday 7/2/17 at 4:25 am.