Danilo
My body constantly turned in bed as I tried to fall asleep but found it extremely difficult too. My mind was just riddled with thoughts about Dove and Beijing including Benecio with Dove especially having Dove under the same roof as me without him being in my bed.
I still felt terribly guilty even though I knew he had forgiven me. I didn't know what had gotten into me. Michele's words hit far too hard for me to not think of them over and over again. I didn't mean to pull away from Dove but I had to sort out my thoughts a little.
Beijing had presented itself to be my escape. Michele was right. Dove was young. Incredibly young and seeing him with Benecio reminded me of that. They were teenagers talking about things I didn't even know and sharing notes.
