The next morning dawned with golden light spilling across the high-arched windows of the royal dining hall.
A long mahogany table stretched the length of the room, draped in embroidered linens and laden with silver trays of steaming bread, fresh fruit, and goblets of spiced wine.
The soft clinking of porcelain and the faint murmur of servants filled the air, but all of it felt distant to Claire.
She sat at the table dressed in a gown of pale silk, her hair arranged in perfect waves by attendants earlier that morning.
Though she carried herself with as much poise as she could muster, her hands tightened ever so slightly around her spoon.
The weight of the diary's revelations still lingered within her chest, stirring unease beneath her carefully constructed calm.
Across from her sat King Matthias Ashford, his stern face softened only by the crown of graying hair that framed his sharp features.
Beside him, Queen Isabella Ashford radiated a gentler warmth, though her eyes were sharp enough to pierce through any facade.
Both parents, the king and queen watched their daughter with expectant gazes.
"Clara, dear?" Queen Isabella began softly, her voice lined with maternal concern, "are you feeling better this morning? The maid mentioned you were unwell yesterday."
Claire nearly choked on the bite of bread she had just taken.
She covered her mouth delicately, forcing a small smile. "Ah… yes. I'm alright now, Mother. Just a little fatigue, nothing more."
The queen's eyes lingered on her, skeptical yet not unkind. "That is good to hear. You must take care of your health. A princess cannot afford to appear fragile."
Claire nodded obediently, relief flickering in her chest.
So far, so good...
She didn't know how Clara usually behaved with her parents, so she opted for caution, keeping her words simple and respectful.
But then the king's deep voice rumbled across the table, shattering her fragile calm.
"Tell me, Clara." King Matthias said, his gaze steady as steel, "What are your thoughts for the future? Once you ascend as queen, what will you do for this kingdom?"
The question struck her like a dagger.
Claire froze mid-bite, her spoon clinking softly against her plate.
For a long moment she could only stare at her father, Clara's father; her mind racing in silent panic.
'Queen?'
Her brother Gabriel was the heir, wasn't he?
'The diary had made it clear Gabriel was the one on royal missions, training for the throne.'
Why, then, were her parents speaking as though she were destined to rule instead?
Claire forced herself to swallow, though the lump in her throat was heavier than stone.
She lowered her gaze quickly to mask the confusion burning in her eyes.
"I… haven't given it much thought, Father..
L." she answered carefully, her tone soft and measured. "But whatever path lies before me, I will… do my best to serve the kingdom."
It was vague, safe but even as the words left her lips, her heart thundered.
'Why me? Why queen? And what about Gabriel?'
Claire's thoughts churned violently, questions clawing at her mind.
She had not read the entirety of Clara's journal.
Had she missed something crucial?
Something that explained why the line of succession no longer pointed to Gabriel?
The silence at the table stretched, broken only by the delicate clink of the queen setting her cup down.
Isabella's eyes softened, her lips curving in a faint smile. "A careful answer..." she said. "Spoken like someone who understands the weight of her future."
Claire bowed her head in reply, but inside, her heart was in chaos.
'I need to finish the journal...' she thought. 'I need to understand what happened to Gabriel… and why I am the one they expect to wear the crown.'
As Claire excused herself from the table, her steps light yet purposeful, King Matthias's sharp eyes followed her until she disappeared beyond the tall doors of the dining hall.
He leaned back in his chair, the golden light from the chandeliers catching the deep lines of thought etched across his face.
Slowly, he lifted his glass of crimson wine, swirling it as if weighing not just the liquid within, but the meaning behind his daughter's behavior.
"This is… unusual..." Matthias remarked at last, his voice carrying both surprise and curiosity.
"Clara isn't throwing her usual tantrum about her ascension to the throne." He took a measured sip, his gaze lingering on the empty doorway.
Queen Isabella's lips curved into a serene smile as she folded her hands gracefully atop the table.
"Isn't that good news, dear? Perhaps she is finally warming to the idea. Slowly, she may be coming to accept her destiny." Her tone carried hope, but also the quiet caution of a mother who had weathered many of her daughter's storms.
The king hummed thoughtfully, setting his glass down with a soft *clink*.
"I hope that is truly the case." he replied, though the doubt in his eyes betrayed the conviction of his words.
His voice was steady, but his expression remained shadowed, as if some unseen weight pressed upon him.
A silence fell between them, filled only by the faint crackle of the hearth and the distant sounds of the palace beyond the dining chamber.
Though Isabella maintained her gentle smile, Matthias could not shake the sense that Clara's sudden composure was not merely acceptance but perhaps the calm before another storm arising.
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The moment the doors to the dining hall shut behind her, Claire's smile dissolved like frost under the morning sun.
Her cheeks ached from holding the poised expression expected of a princess, and her shoulders sagged as though the crown she didn't yet wear already weighed her down.
She let herself breathe, slow, shallow breaths, as though even the air of this palace wasn't hers to take freely.
Her heels tapped softly against polished marble as she walked down the endless corridor.
Flickering sconces painted her shadow long and wavering against the gilded walls.
She passed towering portraits of monarchs past solemn-eyed kings, proud queen with each one staring down at her as if silently judging this strange soul who dared to wear Clara's face.
Claire quickened her pace.
By the time she reached her chambers, the guards bowed low, their armor clinking faintly in the quiet.
Claire nodded curtly, slipping inside before the weight of expectation could settle on her shoulders again.
The door closed with a heavy thud, sealing her away from royal eyes.
Only then did she let her back slide against the carved wood, her chest rising and falling in uneven breaths.
"That was too close…" she whispered, pressing a hand to her temple.
Matthias's question lingered, sharp as a blade, "What are your plans once you become queen?"
She almost laughed, though there was no humor in it. "Plans? How could I possibly know what Clara wanted, what Clara dreamed of or what Clara was willing to sacrifice?"
Her gaze drifted across the chamber, grand and suffocating in its opulence.
Velvet drapes hung heavy over the windows, their deep crimson folds swallowing the moonlight.
A fire crackled in the hearth, the flames casting restless shadows across gilded furniture and silk bedding.
And on the desk by the window, lying with quiet authority, was Clara's journal.
Claire's pulse quickened.
That book was her lifeline, the only thread binding her to the truth of the girl whose life she was now forced to live.
She moved toward it, her steps almost hesitant, as if approaching something sacred... or dangerous.
She sat down at the desk, running her fingers over the worn leather cover.
The crest stamped into its surface gleamed faintly in the firelight, its edges softened from years of use.
For a long moment, Claire simply stared at it, her reflection faintly visible in the polished brass clasp.
Finally, with trembling hands, she opened it.
The scent of aged parchment and ink rose faintly, familiar now, almost comforting.
She turned the pages slowly, reverently, until she reached where she had last stopped.
Clara's handwriting curled across the page in elegant strokes, each word precise, each line deliberate, as though Clara knew these pages might one day matter more than her own voice.
Claire leaned closer, her eyes scanning the text with hungry urgency.
"They keep asking me what I intend to do when I take the throne..." Clara had written.
"THIS IS ALL GABRIEL'S FAULT!!!" Claire could feel Clara's anger through what she wrote.
Claire froze, her heart skipping.
She reread the line, her throat tightening."So she wasn't really meant to ascend the throne..."
She turned another page. "What do I do now...? If this continues... what about my dreams...? Mother believes I will come around in time. Father watches me as though I am some puzzle he cannot solve. They don't understand I don't want to be queen! That crown will cage me more tightly than these palace walls already do."
Claire's breath caught.
Each sentence cuts deeper, blurring the line between her own dread and Clara's.
In a strange way, Clara's confessions felt like her own, two souls trapped in the same fate, worlds apart yet bound by the same suffocating crown.
She flipped further.
Ink smudges, faint sketches in the margins, lists of court names, cryptic notes about alliances it was all there.
Clara had recorded more than feelings; she had documented the undercurrents of palace life.
Whispers of noble families scheming for influence, vague mentions of betrayals yet to come.
Claire swallowed hard, her fingers tightening on the pages.
The journal wasn't just Clara's diary...
It was a roadmap, a warning.
Her candle flickered, casting shadows that seemed to stretch and twist across the wall.
For the first time since arriving in this strange life, Claire felt the chill of something more than fear.
A sense of inevitability, like gears already turning in a machine she could not stop.
And then, near the bottom of the page, a single line stood out, underlined twice:
"If I fail to escape this fate, then may whoever finds these words understand me better than they did."
The silence of the chamber thickened, heavy with the weight of Clara's words.
The fire in the hearth popped sharply, scattering sparks, but Claire barely noticed.
Her eyes lingered on the final line once more. "If I fail to escape this fate, then may whoever finds these words understand me better than they did."
Her throat tightened.
It felt almost like Clara's spirit was whispering across time, reaching out through ink and parchment, entrusting her with something unfinished, something fragile.
Claire pressed her hand flat against the page, as though trying to bridge the gulf between their souls.
"Clara…" she breathed, her voice trembling.
And then, like a lock clicking open, the realization struck her with fierce clarity.
Clara and Claire... Two names, one soul.
This wasn't a stranger's life she had stumbled into.
Clara was her.
Claire was Clara.
The journal wasn't just a confession of another life, it was her voice from the past, crying out across the timeline, leaving behind a record of fears and hopes for her future self to uncover.
She closed her eyes, her heart thundering.
Everything suddenly made sense, the uncanny familiarity of the palace halls, the tug in her chest whenever her parents looked at her, the fragments of memories that weren't hers yet felt like echoes.
She hadn't stolen Clara's place.
She had returned to it.
A slow, steady strength rose within her, burning away the last shadows of fear.
"If Clara had doubted, Claire would not... If Clara had faltered, Claire would endure..."
Her gaze lifted to the mirror across the room, catching her own reflection in the firelight the same silver crown of hair, the same noble bearing, but a new fire burning in her eyes.
Not Claire the outsider, not Clara the uncertain, but one soul, whole again.
Her hands closed firmly around the journal, and she whispered, her voice now carrying the weight of an oath carved into destiny itself. "I understand now. Clara and I are not two... I am her, and she is me... I will be Clara… and I will do everything in my power to grant her wish."
The words echoed through the chamber, resonant and unshakable, as though the very walls had borne witness to her vow.
And in that moment, Claire was no longer an imposter in borrowed skin.
She was the princess reborn, ready to seize the destiny that had always been hers.