They feel they've done enough, actually, but here, no one can mention what's right or wrong.
Now, she doesn't want to listen to what everyone's saying or doing; she just hopes these people can give her a final answer. She's paid too much for this matter already, and she doesn't want to give any more.
Everyone knows that the Five Elements Eight Trigrams Array is hard to break, and no one wants to make a choice. Because they feel that once they make the wrong choice, facing the scorn of these people, what could they do?
"How often we've thought about how to deal with someone who's betrayed us, how often we've wondered what could make someone treat us this way."
Actually, there's no real boundary between right and wrong, and no one wants to do the wrong thing. It's just that regardless of right or wrong, they can't make up for everything they've done in the past!