This was a transaction in which I was coerced to participate.
My body is not just to please Mr. Lu and provide him with pleasure. With such meticulous care, he increased my "value," because if he wished, he could completely coerce me to be enjoyed and played with by anyone else. What wealthy scion, what leader, what power broker, what boss... even if it was just those dirty workers or vile thugs who broke into my dorm room that day... this body I cherished so much, the one I once thought was most precious and belonged solely to me, has now been tightly controlled by the "courteous" and "gentlemanly" Director Shi. I will never again have control over it; he sets the price, he sells, he degrades and humiliates, and uses it at will.
