"Kaelith, are you alright?" Elena asks me when I appear in the castle's teleportation circle, it's obvious to anyone that I've been crying.
"I'm fine, I need to go to my room," I say hurriedly as I run off, I'm not in the mood for anything, I don't want to talk to anyone and I don't feel like satisfying my lust, I'm too sad for that.
Now that Her Majesty has grown, she and I no longer have the same physical appearance, and this fills me with pain.
If I'm different from Her Majesty, it means that I'm now useless just like my sisters who came before me, now I'm no different from those failures.
I run to my room, I can't help but be filled with sadness, so I can only think of going to my room to try to calm down. Arriving at my room in the castle, I lock the door and go to the secret passage.
"..." I wipe my tears and smeared makeup as much as I can while using healing magic so I don't look like I've been crying, I can't show myself as weak in front of my sisters.
