The next few days flew by like a dream.
My Haein was overwhelmingly dotting and I was treated with an endless shower of extravagant gifts, treats, and saccharine sweet surprises.
After having sulked my way through the past few cycles, it's not that my heart let go of the Haein who asked me to give her a perma-death. It wasn't my conscious effort to bounce back or get over her. I treasured in my heart like a scar I did not want to get rid of. Her smile and the anguish were still etched in my mind.
I was just…
Avoiding.
Again.
Like I've always done.
That is not to say my feelings for the 'new' spoiling Haein that the most recent roll of the dice brought me were shallow or superficial. It was something genuine in itself. Kind of a crush that other girls might have experienced in their high school days but I didn't just because I hadn't found a girl to have a crush on. This Haein next to me was a princess charming in every sense of the word.
