Hello, again!
I hope that this post finds you all well and in good health!
As for me?
Lego has invaded my life and world once more!
LMAO
I was all of maybe 10 years old the last time this happened, outside of being the Captain of a Lego League Robotics team some 10+ years ago!
I am madly in love, lol.
These simple toy bricks bring me a strange and immeasurable amount of happiness, and I hope that everyone out there can find something similar that imparts a similar feeling.
Tending to your inner child is far more important than most people care to understand, you know?
I hope that all of you have hobbies and take time to indulge in them as often as possible!
I will leave you all to what you came for, yeah?
Lord knows that can't be ME!
Lol.
I love you all dearly, and I hope genuinely that all of you have been having and continue to have an amazing year!
Let's get to it!
Enjoy.
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September 10th, 2013.
Journal #089.
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Not a bad day at all,
Just hot as shit.
She dares me to do things.
Surprise! Lol.
It's all about timing, right?
Gears of War is a great game, lol.
The simple things are the best.
So tired...
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Hmm.
She -that gothic girl- was quite random.
I came to learn that a lot of that randomicity came with the fact that she was bipolar as hell, and both undiagnosed and unmedicated...
If you have or know someone who struggles with mental illness of any sort, please...
Please, please, please, please, please help them seek professional help.
Please.
I beg of you.
That is such a grand and important thing.
The "surprise" that I was referring to?
If I recall, I had flashed my penis at her, lol.
Unlike her, my randomicity is quite purposeful! LMAO!
Quite planned, if you will.
Kind of like organized chaos, you know?
- I was always a huge Halo fan, and that -by some strange societal measure- had made me a staunch anti-Gears of War member, lol.
I simply had never played the game, and she was a fan, so I gave it a go.
It wasn't so bad, but it wasn't what I was used to.
For her, I would do and try almost anything, and I did.
Playing that video game is one of the very, very, VERY few positive memories I have of her.
She did nothing for me.
Nothing.
Looking back and seeing that is wild.
Crazy.
Unimaginable...
I was very unenthralled by her.
Enchanted.
In love.
I was blinded by the idea of her, not the woman that was before me.
The idea that I could and would finally be that knight who saved his Princess.
I was so lost in her.
I am glad that the veil is long gone.
-I was super tired due to constantly working and not giving myself a break or enough sleep. That was just the way I was, and partially still am, lol.
Money pays bills.
That's all that matters to me.
Outside of Lego, I am not materialistic at all, and I have never really been one for impulse buys, you know?
Well, that's the end of another one!
I hope that this little entry leaves you fit and full!
I also hope that you all are as safe as possible if you are in any of the areas that are being battered by this deep, horrible, bitter cold snap!
I will see you all back here soon enough, yeah?
Thank you all kindly for 140,260 English views and an additional 53,820 Spanish views!
You all keep me going.
You have no idea.
I love and appreciate you, and I will be back with another short for you all soon enough!
Until then, and as always:
Stay safe.
Stay healthy.
Stay humble.
-Bluu.