Whenever this is mentioned, Yanshi feels incredibly guilty.
Although she didn't want to lose the money, ultimately, it was her inaction as a mother that led to her child's suffering.
This is also the reason why An Ning has always been unable to let go of Yanshi.
Although she was somewhat selfish about the separation, not considering Xiaoniu, there is no doubt that throughout her life, she has been a good mother to her.
Even if she bore hardships and pain, she would give her the best possible, even marrying Gaomu for the two taels of silver to treat her illness.
These are Yanshi's sacrifices for An Ning, an unforgettable presence in her heart.
"I never felt like I was suffering."
When she was young, she complained more than once about the unfairness of fate.
But now that she's grown up, she knows that everything she wants can be achieved through her own efforts.
Yanshi may be her mother, but it's unwillingness that kept her from living well, not her owing Yanshi anything.
