Ivan was left shocked...but Ishan was smiling, it was his own choice, his own decision and now he has started hating basketball somehow, he remembered that in his previous life, everything was just because of basketball, I was wishing to have the same life next time so that I can fix everything and I would be playing basketball and do what I love to do, but now remembering everything, he felt like all the problem is with basketball only, life wouldn't be so bad if he didn't kill himself at the starting of everything, his mind was disturbed completely and badly and all he could do was to just hate playing basketball now, his mind has given up now and thinks that to start and fix everything, first thing is to remove basketball completely from his life, now basketball is basically his main problem. Ishan looked at Ivan and became serious all of a sudden, he was afraid if Ivan tries to stop him...but Ivan doesn't tries to stop him, even though he hated Ishan's decision, even though he had started tearing with feeling the pain from inside, he didn't stop Ishan this time.
But Ivan still wanted to know, "...But why? You loved basketball, and then you dragged me and I also started loving...but at least tell me, why do you want to leave basketball completely, why are you showing that the root of all the problem is just a game, basketball...I wouldn't stop you, but at least you an tell me why do you want that?"
Ishan was surprised that Ivan didn't try to stop him, he just smiled with a relief, looked down and answered, "I choose to die just because I had became miserable, my life was miserable and I wanted to die then, with also praying to get another chance...but if I think about it, like everyone deserves and everyone gets, I shouldn't have get the chance and I should have died at that moment only. But no, I still get...then everything according to me, I said then that I loved basketball because that was only what I even know to do, but it was also wrong...after getting the second chance, I have realized that I never loved basketball...it was just something which I thought I could only do, and that is why I said I loved it...but I actually loved the people around me, like you, Ly...Sara...Mahi...and everyone, and now I have realized...that the root of all the problem and everything is just basketball...Mahi was hurt...and she had to face everything same again, just because of me...if I wouldn't have remember my past life, if I never cared about basketball...then maybe life would be different...she wouldn't have to face everything." And that was kind of true, because if Emi didn't decide to give him a chance, she wouldn't think to bring everything back to normal like it was in his previous life.
Ishan this time couldn't stop himself...and he just opened his mouth and told everything that night, about his past life, his knowledge of his past life in this life, who was Mahi to him, what happened to her, what is going on and he told everything which Ivan couldn't even proceed, he couldn't understand, he couldn't believe whether it is true or not, but Ishan was tired of holding everything and he just told everything. Ishan took a whole hour to express what he is feeling, it was hard to trust in Ishan for Ivan, but he tried to calm him down and Ishan just cried out,
"I...hate this life...I hate myself...I hate basketball...I hate everything...I really wish to die...I really do..." And Ishan kept on crying, and Ivan was trying to calm him down...and suddenly Ishan collapsed unconscious, Ishan fell in front from the bed and lied down on the floor, Ivan was shocked and worried but he picked up him quickly and checked his forehead and it was burning, he had a high fever and he collapsed by thinking too much and he got a high fever, Ivan checked his heartbeats and breathing but they were normal which gave him a relief, he picked up Ishan and moved to the bedroom and kept Ishan on his bed, wiped his tears...
Ivan looked at Ishan, he was still confused, everything was just a puzzle to him...but he was happy that at least Ishan told him everything, Ivan wiped Ishan's tears which were left in his eyes and he patted on his head and said, "Don't worry Ishan...everything will be fine...we lost our parents as well, but still we are fine...everything will become normal one day, trust me, don't worry much and I will be here this night sleeping with you, we used to sleep together when you were just a baby...I really miss those moments, anyway. I am coming, you take rest...and I am always with you, Ishan."
And Ivan and left for moment and Ishan teared again silently at his absence even when he was unconscious..."...I wish to forget everything and live peacefully...from the starting..."
Mahi opened her eyes, and she was in a completely dark place. she looked around...but suddenly flashbacks of her past lives started appearing in her vision and everything from the starting till the end, everything appeared in her eyes...and Mahi was just left frozen, looking down with widened eyes.
"I am happy that you will get your memories back of your past life, it has been completely messed by the things, no? But I really can do nothing...I am sorry."
Mahi was shocked, and she looked in front with a panic...and a guy was standing in front of her, but his face was completely erased, he couldn't be recognized, but Mahi..."You...are Ichinose...aren't you?" And the guy started sweating...