I didn't know how I even did it how i made it back to my room though the haze of confusion but I did, all I know is before I knew it was back in my room daze, looking back at the mark on my hand , yep there was definitely a way to explain this I thought as I called for a maid to draw me a bath, there was definitely a way to get rid of it too i thought, i waited patiently till she was called ready to soak in a warm bath after sitting in the cold for so long, but after soaking for hours I came back frowning and wondering if I if was losing it, it wouldn't come off no matter what i tried it just stayed there the lily like it was imprinted on the back of my hand , the color didn't even fade after I scrubbed my skin raw, and I was losing it. So close to dashing to Marcus and demanding he undo it, but remembering how he acted and his eye color change, yeah I should probably leave him alone, it's not that am scared or anything she said comforting her self, yes I was definitely not scared . I tried didn't methods, dipping my hand in alcohol and the likes to th extent even the servant probably thought I was crazy and we're this close to calling my father , if I should even call him that at all, I sighed as I put down the knife, my last try and watched at the servants visibly relaxed and quickly made up an excuse to take the knife away from me, hey am not suicidal you know I almost shouted a bit frustrated . Why the hell wouldn't I come off I thought. I gave up and just tried to stay content as I look out the window, huh there was someone out in the freezing storm? I thought as I tried to look through the blazing storm like snow, wow it had really gone all out once I was inside, am glade I did get inside I thought as I focused on the figure hhmmm they did look familiar I thought as I looked at the carefully, the body shape looked almost like Macus but what would he be doing in the snow I thought trying to see any features but I couldn't. It was like the person was just black no color, no features just a black shape in the white snow, that's how it looked like, but maybey eyes were playing pranks on me I thought as I kept looking for any signs to prove the person's Identity. I saw them start to turn, and my breath hitched how would the know if someone was looking at them I thought shaking my head at my silly though obviously they wouldn't notice, I said still looking out as the turned. Then I saw them those some red eyes like a beacon in the dark blackness, no features just black all of it and then the eyes just red almost glowing landed on me with an intensity that made me feel cold and hot all at the same time, they weren't just looking back they were looking at me, like they knew I was there, and I felt they could see my soul and it gave me chills,I willed it to be my imagination but I wasn't the person was there thier red eyes locked on my with an intensity that almost made my heart stop. If this was a game I wouldn't be ashamed to say I lost it, I closed my eyes ducked away the moment the person's eyes locked with mine, I was afraid shaking for some reason I didn't understand. It was this primal fear that came form inside of me and for some reason I couldn't understand I was hot , my insides coiled with not just fear anticipation I wanted to get back up into his view let him look at me lock eyes with me and it had me sick, my toes curling at the thought, as even the mark the lily seemed to agree with me, slightly stinging and humming on my skin. I shoke of the thought, I was probably going crazy Lossing it , I thought as I looked back up, thought the window and they were gone like the wind like they were never there, or maybe there weren't and I was actually Lossing it , I thought as I closed my window just as there was a knock on my door and my heart almost jumped, god I was losing it , I thought why was I acting like a little kid caught doing something bad , I thought
