'It's my fault that I've never known how to hold on to others, chase after them, or protect them. I've made more and more mistakes, not knowing where to start fixing them.'
'I know you don't like me. I know you have always been good to me as a routine matter. I know you only misunderstood me as the little bride you promised in childhood, forgiving me time and again.'
'To prove that it's me, not that little girl, who is important to you, I have hurt you even more, recklessly squandering your tolerance and care.'
'With me, you're never truly happy.'
'Because I've seen how happy you are with Gong Shirao. I'm jealous, envious, and don't know what to do to take you back from her.'
'Then I realized, I can never take you back.'
'I can't bring you happiness by living.'
'But maybe if I die, I can make you happy just once.'
'Azhan, are you still worried about her impending death, feeling downcast and melancholy?'
'You love her so much, you must be really sad, right?'
