The room, the bed, the living room, the study, the air, the kitchen, the car, the clothes, the books, the gadgets even the little steps I take smelt of him.
His smiles, understanding.....his....his....his everything made me miss him the most. I know I can never be whole again, every breath is painful for me to take. The realization of the fact that I ruined myself for the wrong reasons dawning on me.
I was wrong!!!!!! I regret it!!!! I keep telling myself each night but he is never coming back again, he will never smile to me again, he will never make me jealous again, he will never be worried about me again because I killed him with my hands. I killed the only good thing in my life simply for revenge.
A lot of times,
Every good thing we shared keeps racing back to me he never shouted, he never walked away, he never even made me cry.
He was so understanding, so attentive so...so him and I foolishly destroyed my happiness, my future,my..my life.
How pathetic!