"The baby you've been longing for has finally come into my womb, but you will never get the chance to see him (or her)..."
"Gu Xuanye, how could you... bear to leave me, how could you bear... to leave our baby without a father..."
As Mo Qiansu spoke, she became increasingly sorrowful.
"Why did this baby have to come to me just as you left me?! Was it afraid that without you, without Xiaoyu, I'd collapse all alone, so it came to accompany me?!"
Upon learning she was pregnant after Gu Xuanye's permanent departure, Mo Qiansu felt no joy of becoming a mother again, only a heart full of pain...
"But... just thinking about never seeing you, the one who loves me most in the world, in the days to come... even with the baby in my belly accompanying me... I have no courage to live on..."
"Gu Xuanye... what should I do? Without you... I really, really don't want to live..."
