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When the addiction hits, it's no longer just the uncomfortable sensation of ants crawling, but like being bitten in the heart by thousands of venomous snakes; it's beyond ordinary suffering.
At first, I only needed an injection once a week, but later the intervals got shorter and shorter, and now it's developed to needing it every day, otherwise, it's unbearable.
Of course, her weight loss was successful, and she got the figure she wanted.
However, after the hallucination, her pain came too, knowing this is a path of no return that will ultimately lead to her destruction.
Many times, she wanted to quit.
But every time the addiction hit, it was unbearable, so she had to continue spending a lot of money to buy drugs from that woman.
To buy the drugs, she has spent all her savings over the years and has now started to use her parents' inheritance.
She planned that when she had nothing left, she would just commit suicide.
The one she loved no longer loved her.