Carmen admitted that when she first started the Divine World, she had been deceived quite badly about players. She didn't anticipate being equally despicable and shameless in the real world.
And this perception was attributed to none other than the Reaver Guild. Their means and behavior disappointed her immensely.
Not to mention, the teammates she temporarily formed up with were also cowering in fear of the strong, which made her feel trapped everywhere.
In the real world, her identity was special, and so were the people around her.
Hence, it was common to see different types of people behaving in a hypocritical manner in her daily life.
To escape this kind of ridiculous lifestyle, she fled and tried to be independent.
It was only then that she came to realize that without her special identity, many people would express their real nefarious intent.
