She suddenly relaxed both mentally and physically, lying in bed.
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Even when the two of them were at home in the evenings, sitting next to each other, they were like strangers, each sleeping on their own side of the bed, as if the agreement to not sleep with their backs to each other had truly and finally become invalid.
Later, she felt somewhat unwell; her heartbeat was a bit fast, and when she couldn't fall asleep, she got up.
It was raining outside; she went downstairs to pour herself a glass of water, then stood at the door watching and listening to the rain.
The water in her hand eventually cooled completely, and it seemed she had grown numb as well.
She was only wearing a thin cardigan over her shoulders, and underneath was a pretty pink camisole.
The sound of rain seemed to quickly immersing one in memories, and it sparked endless associations.
