Even if I couldn't have her exclusively, I was confident that after becoming her Beast Husband, I would regain her attention.
...
She doesn't like me.
It seems I have no chance.
...
It really seems like I have no chance at all.
...
What should I do? Si Yan doesn't like me. All my love for her seems to have become an unspeakable secret.
How can I tell her that I've been secretly watching her for hundreds of years, that my love for her has penetrated deep into my bones?
She won't be moved.
She will be frightened.
I will push her even further away.
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I'm in agony.
I can't see any hope anymore.
I can see no end to my loneliness.
...
"Bai Feng," Long Ze found me.
"Bai Feng, liven up a bit."
I answered, "I will protect her. I will do everything in my power to help her."
"Bai Feng!"
I replied, "I know, I know it all!"
